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  • Name: keeperofskies
  • City: Chicago
  • Region: Illinois
  • Country: United States

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My Weight Loss

Height: 167.6cm
Start weight: 225.00lb
Current weight: 222.00lb
Goal weight: 140.00lb
Lost to date: 3.00lb
Remaining: 82.00lb

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weight in.

word up.
this weekend i remembered to hop on the scale. been afraid to cuz i've been feeling bloated. probably pms'n but still didn't get my period. hopefully soon. anyway i wasnt wearing my glasses and saw the needle to the nearest 10th. which looked like 230 lbs! my heart jumped and i jumped off that scale as well. got back on looked really heard and saw the needle was in fact closer to 220. effin yes! so im gonna say it was 222lbs. more or less. but definitely less the 225. so yeah. avocado sandwiches every day works!

i've been bringing to work whole wheat bread, toasted, buttered and topped with sliced avocado. add salt n pepper and you've got a tasty healthy sammich..

enjoy!

weekend weight in

225 lbs.

lost -3 lbs.

not bad.

food

10/2  saturday
b milk tea = 100
b soup = 180
l signature salad = 200
d pho = 250
d fried shimp with butter and onions + rice = 200
s  mooncake = 600 (fail)

=1530

10/3 sunday
l burger w/ sour cream = prob 1000 fail
toffee nut latte starbucks = 232
moon cake = 600 fail 2

= 1800 ++

food

friday:
b chai latte - 140
l chipotle barbacoa - 1075 !!! holy shit....
= 1215
 
thursday
b strawberry and cream instant oatmea - 120
b banana + peanut butter - 150
l grilled vermicelli - 400
l spring roll - 60
s honey wheat pretzels - 250
d 4 eggrolls - ??
d curry fried rice - ???
= 980 ++

wednesday
cinnamon roll instant oatmeal - 100
chai - 140
spring roll & vermicelli noodles - 460
curry fried rice - ??
signature salad - 200
= 900 ++

okay 2 years later

i live in jersey now. i've started working in Manhattan a year ago. i count commuting as my workout, because i probably walk a mile a day. since i started working and being mom at the same time i've had very little time for myself. what with all the cooking and cleaning and caring for the little one. so yes, its been very tiring. i also went through some issues with my boss that i've allowed to occur for the first 6 months of working here for fear of losing the job. but all of that has been resolved and i am finally able to breathe at work. so i've just been taking it easy. now i am finally ready to direct some of that little energy left towards me.

so lately i've been having issues with my feet/ankle/knees, basically my bottom half. and i know it has a to do with spraining my ankle but a lot of it is also from being too heavy. also this pain on my right ankle has been hurting and the pain has climbed up to my right legs and hips. and its been making me miserable.

it has to stop.

i bought myself running shoes this weekend and been breaking them in. its very comfy. i got the ones that stabilizes most with a lot of cushioning. and yes, it makes a huge difference. i've come to the conclusion that if you are overweight, you shouldn't wear flats or flip flops, because they have no support what so ever and it is bad for your arches and knees and posture. (also, i sprained my ankle from wearing flip flops twice.) i know its cute and it looks good with your outfit, but is it really worth those long term effects? no. so when they say its a change of lifestyle, they mean even down to what you wear.

yesterday i went to trader joe's. i realize their stuff isn't that much more expensive than your regular grocery. maybe a few cents or couple dollars more, but not as expensive as whole foods. i bought some nuts and dried fruits cheese and dressing for my fav salad. and it isnt that expensive at all, in the long run. i buy this salad by my work sometimes and its like $7. but i decided to try to make it at home myself and see if i save a few bucks.

signature salad recipe:
toss all ingredients together. (i usually cut the grapes in half)

mixed greens (4-6 servings) - $4 / $8 (for twice the amount)
raspberry vinagrette salad dressing (10-12 servings) - $2.75
dried cranberries 8-10 servings - $3.00
pistachios (8-10 servings) - $4.00
grapes 1lb - $2
crumbled gorgonzola $3.00

total : $18.75 - $22.75
for 6 or more servings of this salad is about $3.12 - $1.89 for each. so i save $4 - $5.11
for every time i eat this salad at home and not at the restaurant. plus more because i just have to buy another bag of mixed greens and use the left over ingredients.

i had this for dinner last night and also a bowl of potato leek soup.
I also packed this for lunch today.

i had a banana with peanut butter for breakfast.
and now i'm drinking lipton with 3 packets of sugar and half n half.


wow, its been a year and then some

hi. just wanted to report that i've gained 5 lbs. i'm now 228. ugh.

also this weekend i ate so much fried stuff. and today i had fried wontons for lunch and eggplant with garlic sauce.

i feel gross and greasy and it reminded me of this site.

i need to feel motivated again.

help...

i'm back

hi.. wow its been a really long time since i last posted. but im back! i started doing slimfast 3 weeks ago and i lost 7 pounds. i've also been watching what i've been eating, walking daily and sometimes i do my chi qong.

btw me and my baby girl are moving from chicago to new jersey. huge decisions and sacrifices has to be made. although things with her father arent perfect, we are going to raise sofia together. so far things have been up and down. sometimes it makes me crazy staying at home all day and i get mad at him for being inconsiderate. i know he tries and then i just feel bad. but its been a difficult situation, i know it could be worse, but sometimes its just hard being a girl with all these estrogen!

anyhow since ive been staying at home i've been cooking a lot and i enjoy it very much. if you guys have any healthy deliciuos recipes to share that would be wonderful. i dont remember if i posted this before, but this website has many a great recipes i've tried and they are just delicious. sometimes its hard to find the ingredients but well worth a try. :)

http://tlcfitness.net/html/recipes.htm

thanks for reading. and i wish you well. til next time.

-b.

such is life.

wow its been 2 months? what the?! man time flies. im writing to say i havent forgotten about this, well mainly because i tried to go shopping for new clothes the other day, and the size 16 jeans no longer fit, so i went ahead and just bought the 18 without trying it on. well guess what? when i get home to try it on, it does NOT fit. i feel so sick. i went ahead and returned the jeans the following day. went to a different store to try on the 18s, to see if maybe the sizing is just different for each store. but yeah, it didnt fit either. i dont know if im ever going to try on the size 20. it is just absolutely unacceptable! no i refuse to buy a size 20 jeans! NO! NO! NO!

some one tell me what to do! its the holidays and the food is everywhere! tell me something, a mantra you say to keep you from eating anymore.

i havent weight myself. i am afraid to. maybe ill do it now. ok.... (scared)

**********
 bah. its official i am pretty close to 230. so ill just say i am 230 pounds!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

this is bad. soooo bad.



sigh sigh sigh.

 

wow. its been a week

time flies when im not thinking every single minute about what i should be eating. needless to say, ive been bad. dinner party last friday, and a birthday party on sunday. plus its been cold cause the heater is not working, so ive been eating some comfort foods, like carbs and potato chips. bleh. also i started to menstruate again because i stopped pumping milk. so bleh bleh bleh.

anyway, hopefully when i start getting money, i can go grocery shopping for some healthy foods.

-1 lb

i weighed myself this morning before i ate my peanut butter and banana sandwich and i was 221. anyway, i wanted to share with you guys some healthy recipes from this website http://www.tlcfitness.net/html/recipes.htm . ive been wanting to make these, but right now i am pretty broke and don't have time to go grocery shopping.

last night was bad. i felt depressed and stressed out because i really want to have a better life. i feel stuck in comparison to my friends who are living their dream lives. i felt so miserable and started to hate my life again and blaming my father for being such an alcoholic asshole. and i started to think that if only this or that, i may have been a better person, a healthier and happier person like my friends who always seem to have everything. when will i see the light of day? when will my life be at a point that i no longer wish to be someone else? i feel like i have so many problems to deal with. i want to move out and be on my own. do things for myself without relying on the help of others. i dont want to want anymore. i just want to be self-sustaining and satisfied with my life.

anyway today is a better day. i have to remind myself that a healthy life is not just eating healthy, but also having a positive outlook on life. im just starting to feel overwhelmed because i have to start paying back my student loans and i dont even have a job yet. i havent started looking for one because i need to take care of the little one. hopefully her father will be able to send more money.

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