04/09/2010 03:32
thursday
well i did a mid-week weigh in, doesnt count but its worrying me....im up to 145. WTH? im doing everything right...i havent cheated...there may have been a day or two that i havent had enough veggies but thats it. UGH!
Im due for my "real" TOM next week that might be the culprit, but comeon! Cut a sister some slack.
I worked out really hard tonight, im lovin me some cardio coach. It pushes me to work out harder than i would have normally.
Tomorrow night im meeting up with my ex bf for dinner. He feels he has a lot to say or get off his chest so we can part on amicable terms. Its been a month since i ended things, and even though it was my decision it hasnt made things any easier. My heart is torn...i have no doubt that the things that needed work he is capable of fixing, for a little while. But i think theyd go right back to how they were after he gets comfortable again.
Rock, Hard place...there I am. It will be nice to see him, after all, we were together for almost three years. I dont know how its going to end after dinner...it wont be easy.
Ok well im off to bed early tonight, planning on gymming it up at 6am.
Goodnight ladies!