| Height: | 165.1cm |
| Start weight: | 184.00lb |
| Current weight: | 178.60lb |
| Goal weight: | 128.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 5.40lb |
| Remaining: | 50.60lb |
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so i havent lost very much weight these last few days. but that's ok :) i'm going to be starting a lovely 1 hour elliptical workout on mondays, wednesdays, thursdays, and fridays. and sometimes sundays if it works out. :)
my dad makes fun of my ass. my boyfriend says he loves my "big butt." my mom commented that she would hate to be size large in front of me (which i am!) my friends wont stop complaining about being fat, but they wont do anything. all of my relatives are stick thin. everything is pissing me off. I think that if i were thin, a lot of my major problems will float away into the air, never to be seen again. I'm sick and tired of being this way. Of being fat. i'm sick of this 'imperfection' taking control over my life. and frankly, i'm done with it. i want it GONE. i will OBLITERATE this enemy i call fat.
I used to be size 9. That was when i was 160 pounds. The most amazing time of my life. I'd give anything to be size 9 again. I even have a size 7 pair of pants somewhere in my closet that I never fit into. But now i'm back to size 13. I cant wait till my size 9's and 7's will be LOOSE on me. That'll be the day. I have a goal. I'm going to be able to fit comfortably in my size 7's by may 15th.
