Wow....2 months.
Man...has it been 2 months since my last post? Wow....I can't believe it.
I got an e-mail from OneDitto and so I thought I should check in.
I am over 200 pounds again and that is a place that I have not wanted to go again but here I am. I am just really not doing anything productive as far as exercise, eating right, etc. But I know that has to change soon. My clothes don't fit......I am tired. But I am just so tired of being on a diet. I am so tired about counting this or points that. I am just sick of it. But I know that is my reality if I want to get to a healthy weight. Not even something that would be considered a goal weight but even down to 175 right now would be a triumph.
Life has me stressed out but it is okay because things are getting better every day. I know I need to get back on the train but I feel like I am standing at the train station and the trains keep zooming by and I can't get on. I suppose that it will feel like this my whole life and I feel like I lose only to gain. So how do I become like Shelly? Or any of the other success stories? I just don't have the energy to get on the train. But I want to get on.
So there is an update on me. I miss everyone but I am so tired of food. I wish I could just stop eating and get to goal and then figure out what to do from there.
xoxo
KBB


