Finally FRIDAY!!!
Let’s be honest, okay??
Well, it’s Friday!! I am happy that it is almost the weekend. And I look forward to starting anew.
I am rededicating myself to WW as of tomorrow. Like I said, I have had some, uh, shall we say, incidents…..some involving bagels and some involving cheesecake. But you know…..it is what it is.
Tatumsmom totally understood what I was saying when I talked about not doing the plan. There are people who just don’t want to be honest. They say, ‘I swear…I am doing everything I should be doing and the weight is not coming off’. I am not talking about some of you (you know who you are) who have additional issues. I am talking about people who are supposedly ‘following’ a plan…when in private….and in reality….they are NOT.
I will never pretend to be on plan when I am not. If I am off, I will say I am off. Even when I don’t want to admit it. Hey…who likes to admit that they are NOT perfect? Not, I !! lol. However, I, like Tatumsmom, don’t like it when people are not honest with THEMSELVES. I mean, if we can’t be honest with ourselves, who can we be honest with? Seriously?? If we continue to lie to ourselves and say that we are doing something…when clearly we are not, who are we kidding? The scale gods don’t care. The scale lies SOMETIMES…but usually corrects itself. So if it is continually going up….but you say that you don’t understand why…..you have to ask yourself if you are being honest.
I don’t know what got me thinking about this today. I guess it is just something that I was thinking about.
Tomorrow will be difficult. But I get all of my flex points back and if I have to use them all tomorrow and Sunday, then I will (tomorrow is a baseball game and Sunday is mother’s day which may involve some recreating….and food…) but I will journal it…do what I did when I started….really watch what I am eating…continue with my exercise…and get this going again.
I may stumble but I never, ever give up. So even when I am at my worst, it is better than my worst at 253 pounds…that is a fact. Yes…I have been known to eat food by the metric ton…but again, it is not ever as bad as it used to be when I started this journey all of those years ago.
I hope you all have a great weekend. And for those of you who are mommas, HAPPY MOMMA’S DAY!!!!
xoxoKBB