Eventful day
FINALLY I recieved my phentermine pills in the mail!!!
And I had a consultation with Jenny Craig. I signed up for a year long membership...VERY Expensive. All the more motivation to work harder at work.
I've given everything I can give from my wallet...now it's time for the dedication.
But things that motivate me are...
1. A sexy little tattoo on my upper back when I get to half-way point
2. Pink hair extensions with my dyed black hair. Fringy punk look.
3. Buying clothes for the first time in half a year!
4. Going back to school.
So my plan is to take the phentermine pills with the Jenny meals, along with half an hour of exercise a day. I actually asked to NOT be shown my weight because I just realized I may be over 140 lbs, not 130 (which I thought at first).
But anyway, I started crying in the consultation room today. She had to give me a tissue so I could continue on. But seriously, I'd rather DIE than have to lose weight again. Thus the life maintenance plan.