Week 1Million - Or it just feels that way!
Since my last post I am sorry to say that I went to the gym only a few more times, and have again lapsed into very bad habits. I am heavier than I have ever been in my life, and am definitely feeling the burden of this on my 5'2" frame. Bending over to tie my shoes is a chore, how crazy is that? And crossing my legs, HAH not happening. I get winded going up stairs and am most comforted by cuddling up on the sofa and thinking about what to eat next. A LOONG way from where I was earlier in this blog, doing 4+ spin classes a week, dedicated to JC and a healthy lifesttyle.
What has been hardest for me is getting to that POINT, you know, the point where you decide that enough is enough and you are going to start to get back on track. I try not to force this, and usually it comes, but its not coming so easy now. I am also going to blog about my realization of being a true-blue yo-yo dieter, not a fun one.
So, I just spent the morning reading 12+ pages of motivational posts, from my 2006 journey with JC. Its amazing to read and remember how good it felt to be there. And, to see some old friends are back is fantastic. Another year, another opportunity to get back on track and feel good about ourselves!