| Height: | |
| Start weight: | 176.80lb |
| Current weight: | 171.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 165.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 5.80lb |
| Remaining: | 6.00lb |
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I counted calories today, and I ate all my fruit and veggies... yay, it's a start
Breakfast
-Coffee with cream and splenda
-Cherry and Almond Scone
Snack
-V8 juice
Lunch
-Salad with grilled chicken
Snack
-Whole Fruit popsicle
Dinner
-Burrito (black beans, no rice, no sour cream)
Total Calories: 1200 calories Total Fat: 45 grams
So if any of you read my blog regularly, you might remember about 3 weeks ago when I told ya'll I become crazed lunatic when i am on my period... which is true, anyways... it's that TOM again and this weekend i was bitchy as usual. So yesterday morning when i was getting dressed my boyfriend deciced to take a picture of me. When i saw the picture, it seriously 100% looked like I was pregnant and then I punched him (well it wasnt actually "me", it was my hormones that did it) in the ribs and started crying for like an hour. I was crying mainly because of how I looked but it was also because I have always felt so comfortable in front of Ryan, but now that I have seen that picture, I dont want ANYONE to see me like that... so im like great, now I need to become one of those girls who will only have sex in the dark... under the covers... with a shirt on.... which sucks. ANyway, my point is is that I am not going to sit here (like ive been doing for the past 3 weeks) and bitch and moan about how i keep gaining weight if I am not going to do anything about it. I mean, it is easier said then done.. but really, this is getting rediculous.
I was looking at my blogs and my journal to figure out what went wrong. It all started when I stopped journaling my food and counting calories (duh) so that is my goal for the next 2 weeks, is to journal EVERYTHING that I put into my mouth. I do not know how much I weigh right now, but by thanksgiving, all I am aiming for is 164 or lower
I just feel exhasted. I hate school. I have decided that I cannot go here anymore, i am not myself here... I am like some girl I dont even know. I have stopped going to class, ive stopped working out, and I just sleep all the time and hide out in my room, I feel like it is hard for me to even function. I dont know how to explain, Ive just become so alone here that I am starting to just disconnect myself completely. I am going home after this semester is over, but it is taking everything I have just to try to finish this semester out.
ok, so i have totally fallen off track... i dont even know how much weight i have gained in the last 2 week... i am looking at this whole "blog wipe out" as a good thing, kinda like starting over fresh. I am going to work hard, focus on what I really want and what i need to do. For real.
where did all of my posts go!?!?
Yes, there was an earthquake here.... but im glad it wasnt bigger than it actually was. Speaking of "bigger" the news because of the earthquake is cutting into my Biggest Loser time and making me miss the beginning of it.
I've been working out a lot less and wanting to eat a lot more... I feel my body trying to get ready for "hibernation". My body is wanting to pack on the pounds and hunker down for the winter. I feel like I need a little oomph to get some momentum going on my weight loss.
I thought I did really well this week, but I weighed myself yesterday and I was up about a pound? I am not really worried about it, I think my body is just getting use to an adjustment in my diet. I really think if I just stick to it I will see a weight loss this coming week.... I hope.
I went for Thai food tonight after I went shopping and I ordered noodle soup and I was seriously sitting there for like 15 minutes taking all of the fat off of the top of it... but once I got that all done, it was yummo.
Breakfast
-V8 Juice
-18 oz Jamba light
Lunch
-8 pieces of sushi
Dinner
-Thai Noodle Soup
Snack
-Dots (it's a good thing my fave candies are fat free)
Work Out
-Brisk Walking and Shopping: 3miles/60minutes/250calories
Total Calories: 1400 calories Total Fat: 25 grams
Hey, I was wondering if any of ya'll have the nike software (or are interested in getting it)? I've been trying to get back into running again (it's more like really slow jogging for me lol) and walking again. I already have a goal set up for me on there for 80 miles by Christmas (about 10 miles a week), which is totally achievable, i just have to get in there and do it. Anyways, I already have my goal, but I thought it might be fun if we could get a group of us doing a distance challenge (so it doesnt matter if you walk or run). Just let me know if you are interested and if we get enough people then I will set one up. :)
