I can't believe it!
I GOT ACCEPTED TO GO TO LONDON!!! After like weeks of begging and writing letters and calling like 24/7 they are finally letting me go. The deadline for paying is in a week, so i JUST made it. I already signed up for classes at he JC cuz I was like for sure that I wasnt going to be able to. I am going to be on academic probation, so if at the middle of the semester I am getting below a 2.5 they are going to send me home, but it's not a big deal because that won't be happening. I am sooooo excited. I finally told Ryan to stop calling me and asking me to take him back, BECAUSE IT"S NOT GONNA HAPPEN! and I am getting great hours at work. Today is one of the first days in a really long time that I am starting to feel happy again. I want to get my weight under control, I got on phentermine, but I know that it's not magic, I still have to work at it and really focus. By september 6th, I will have lost 20 lbs. I know it is a lot, especially for me, but it is definately possible. Sorry this post is all over the place, but I am just super excited about everything right now. I need ya'll to help me out a bit though, I appreciate everyone's support and kind words and I really want to get back to reading everyone's blog to see how you all are doing.