Lost
Well I am pretty sure my whole plan to study in London next semester fell through. I don't have high enough GPA. I went to appeal because I know that i F-ed up when i was at the university, but it was because of reasons other then just not trying or not being interested. When ryan and I broke up the only thing that I had to look forward to was the trip, i felt (still feel) like it is something that I really needed to do..... but i guess not.
Anyways, I lost 2 lbs this week, which is good. I started taking Provigil, which helps me focus (I take it on the days I work) and it gives me a lot of energy, so I actually have been working out this week. It also gives me problems sleeping though, so i have been super super tired. Anyway, not really much else to say. I go to the doctors tomorrow. I am going to ask him about phentermine and they need to up my thyroid medication. I also need to switch birth control, i did some research on Yasmin, apparently most people maintain or lose weight when they are on it.