alcohol
ahhhh first I want to start off by saying alcohol is the devil and I"M NEVER DRINKING EVER AGAIN.... lol I know I have said that before, but this time it is true.
Well I am just checking in before I go to work, sorry I havnt been on too much lately, i'm still working on my diet, i really have to push my self at the gym more though. I am nursing a HUGE hangover today and only got 4 hours of sleep last night. The other head lifeguard who I am working with today had his prom last night. Basically we are going to be worthless today as lifeguards, it's a good thing there is a new girl working with us today who we can make do all the work lol. But besides having a huge hangover and feeling like my head is going to explode, I actually have some good news to report. Last night my girlfriends and I took the train to the Giants game and drank, watched the Giants win, and drank some more, and then went to a party and drank some more. It was really fun though because I havnt gone out with them in AGES and I am such a homebody now (never use to be) I kind of forgot how it felt to let loose. ANYWAY since it was such a big night for me I wanted to look HOT. I tried on a bunch of clothes and miraculously I fit (barely.... but they zipped and buttoned, so they did fit) into my 'skinny' jeans (I think my before pictures of the jeans are posted in one of my albums, you can see I cant even button them). OMG I was like in heaven, I was so exited. I mean, they were so tight I needed to wear a big jacket over them to hide my fat spilling out of the sides, but once I did that, DAMN did my ass look good lol. I know it was just because they were all drunk, but I was getting A LOT of attention from the guys. It kind of made me feel like myself again, back when I was confident and outgoing.... I loved it.