omg i am dying, actually I think i might already be dead and just not realize it yet. My tummy is not happy... actually it is very very angry... so angry that i can barely move and i dont even know what is going on. I've never had stomach cramps like this before and I really think this is the end of me.
Of course I am a drama queen... but it really isn't far from the truth, I am so sick i can barely move. I went to spinning class and the whole time my stomach was KILLING me, but i didn't want to just stop and look like a big loser face. I didn't think about it all that much cuz i was too busy looking in the mirror only to see my fat ass either sticking up in the air or like squished and rippling over the sides of that tiny little bike seat. AND then 2 hot guys sat in back of me, and then all i kept thinking about was how sorry i was that they had to look at my fat ass and my huge wedgie. AND THEN I had to look over at the group of preggo ladies... there were like 5 of them... AND I WAS FATTER THEN THE FATTEST PREGNANT LADY. wtf. gross... just gross
Posted By: justkeepswimming
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04/03/2008 22:55
((((hugs))))
So sorry you are feeling bad.
As for the spinning class.....you could have been at home and you weren't!!! You were there making a difference and working to change your health. I think you are such a cutie, you look great, and you're making progress. Everyone has some degree of self-consciousness, and most are usually more concerned about how THEY look and compare themselves to others. (at least that's the majority of women I know) The girls were probably wishing they had skin, hair and a smile like yours. The guys were probably worrying about the hot girl in front of them smelling there stinky bodies. It's never as bad as what we think.
You need to think positive things. I think you look great! The fact that you are even doing something for your health should make you feel so much better about yourself. Love the comment about your hip bone. That is so typical of a male. Very cute. Keep up the great work!
fatter than the fatest pregnant woman. You are really close to your goal. And we all know Jes has been airbrushed-right? Then again, gotta give her props, she did work hard for that bod of hers. And what a killer bod it is. After 5 children, I think it would take me having a serious trainer to get half her bod.
Good luck-Just hope you know what buffalo wings are. LOL
we are all self conscious when we are out there but i seriously doubt you are fatter than any pregnant lady (except maybe post spice) but come on she is anorexic. You are doing something great for yourself and that is the important thing. Those guys were probably glad to see a girl with a butt instead of some pregant chicks. So you just keep on plugging away - you're almost there!
, she did work hard for that bod of hers. And what a killer bod it is. After 5 children, I think it would take me having a serious trainer to get half her bod.