Disastrous weeks
It's been a very long time since my last post, and I've been doing very badly lately. At first it was just a few parties where I indulged when I shouldn't have, and then I started sort of eyeballing portions instead of measuring, and I wouldn't write down all my points and I'd mentally eyeball my tracking. And here I am 3 weeks later and I've honestly been off points the whole time. I haven't weighed myself in a week, I'm afraid to see where I'm at. I was out of town this last week on a mini-vacation in Chicago. I did make some healthy choices, but not all.. but at least it was remotely better... and I did a lot of walking while I was there. Tommorrow is another day, and I'm looking forward to truly starting fresh after a number of weeks of poor behavior. I feel physically terrible. I guess I really do need to blog, track like a nazi and be religious about this in order to stay on plan. This has been a good learning experience for me, so I'm glad it's happened.. and it doesn't really bother me to know that I'll just have to be a control freak about my eating habits. I mean I control everything and everyone else in my life, why not the food? The only thing that does bother me, is that I've wasted a good months worth of time where I could have been that much closer to my goal. What a waste.