Ramblings
Today was a hard day. I got on the scale and it had not moved, which kind of depressing. I know its a mistake to get on the scale everyday. I'm going to try not to look for a week, or maybe semi-weekly. I've also had symptoms that I'm not sure is the phentermine or something like carb/sugar/caffeine withdrawal. Chills and nausea, and a little bit of a headache. It might be low blood sugar as it got better after I ate a banana or it could be the carb/sugar/caffeine thing cause it felt better when I took 2 aspirin and draink a glass of pop. I'm kind of worried cause I don't want to stop the phentermine but I also don't want to feel like this the whole time I'm on. Of course, its also possible that I'm getting my granddaughter's cold and none of the above really applies.
It snowed here today, which is really unsual for Oklahoma. My granddaughter wanted to make snow angels so badly, but she already has a cold so we had to say no. I hate that cause she probably won't have many chances to do that in this area.
I'm trying very hard to hold onto a positive attitude cause I know this is not going to happen over night, but when it doesn't then I get that "whats the point of trying" feeling. I know what the point is. I don't want to look like this my whole life. I would be perfectly satisfied in a size 12. I HAVE lost 3 pounds, which is roughly 10% of my goal, so I guess thats something to think about.
Anyway, tomorrow's another day, Scarlett. Hopefully my attitude will be better then.