WI went great.

I'm going out of town today so I decided to WI today instead of tomorrow. Results are in and I am down another pound!!!! =] Yay!!! It'll be a while till I see 145 but that's ok. I just need to keep on doing what i'm doing. I'm eating right and excercising. My legs are getting more toned. I can really tell a difference. =]  I get to see my boyfriend this weekend. I am so excited! I haven't seen him in like a week. I miss him so much! School started this week and that's going well so far. It's going to be a crazy semester but I'll make it. I just have to keep trucking.

Hope all of your WI's went well! Keep on losin! =]

sorry it's been a while..

since i last posted. I had clinicals all summer long and things have just been crazy. I do have news though. I passed all of my clinicals, got A's, got a new boyfriend, (3 whole months now hahahhaha), he's awesome!!!!, Also I have lost a little bit more. I've really started hitting it hard at the gym. I was on the eliptical machine last night for an hour and I ran a mile. I weighed in last week and I am now 165 lbs!! yay!! I've only been losing on average a pound a week. Which is just fine by me. My boyfriend loves my body the way that it is, so I don't feel pressured to lose weight. However, I still want to really badly but I also want to get it off slowly. So, a pound a week is just fine with me. Any extra is just icing on the cake. I've been just eating normal on the weekends. Like for instance, if I want a burrito from moe's then I get one. However, during the week, I am very strict with myself. It seem to be working. Last week TOM came and I still lost a pound!! If I hadn't of been on TOM then I just might have lost even more. Who knows!! Anyways, my weigh in is on Friday so I'll let you all know how it goes. Hopefully I'll lose another pound or stay the same. Either way I feel good. =]

down another pound!

YAY! I'm down to 168! Can you believe it?? I also started taking wellbutrin. It's really helping me I think. Not just with the weight loss but I have more energy, I don't feel so down, and it's helped with my ADD too. I only have one more weekool t of being lazy then I have to go back to school and prepare for clinicals. Anyways, hope everyone is having a good weekend!

got the blues...

Have any of you ever felt like you were depressed? Not really sad...just well blah? Kind of numb? That's how I feel right now and i've felt this way for a few days. It just feels weird that's all. Been staying on plan though. WI is tomorrow! =] It's weird though because this week I'm not even really excited about that because I'm not excited about anything. I found out that my friend "D" is moving to chicago in August. Known him since I was 17. He'll only be gone for  years..only...that's a long time. I'm going to miss him so much. We've been talking about starting to date over the past year...and now that we think we might want to...he's moving to chicago. I know it's just something that he has to do...and I'm happy for him but still..I'll miss him horribly. We made plans to get together July 7th and have a fun day just for us so that we can say goodbye to eachother. =[ It's so sad...but I'll be happy for that day so I can spend sometime with him. My dad has been acting weird lately. He's getting a divorce from my step mom...which I really don't care too much for her...she's kind of well a B to put it nicely haha. Just weird things going on lately...maybe that's why I'm depressed and feel so numb. Maybe I don't want to deal with all of these emotions so it's my automatic defense mechanism to just not have any emotions about anything. Interesting to say the least. Maybe I need therapy? As anyone else ever or feel like this? Any help would be appreciated. Hope you all have good WI's! =]

Mothers day!

Happy Mothers day to all! =] Ok, so I didn't stay on plan today . My family had a big dinner..and yes I ate way too much haha I tried to stay happy but I know I didn't stay on plan. Oh well, that's ok. Tomorrow is another day. So hope you all had a good mothers day =]

I DID IT!!!!

I made it to 169!!! It was a day late but oh well...I"LL TAKE IT!! I stepped on the scale this morning and voila! there it was. I am back in the 60's once again!!! Yay!!! Now for my new goals:

NEW GOALS FOR NEXT WEEK:

1. Keep doing what I'm doing.

2. Eat less cheese...I am a cheese a holic

3. Stop procrastinating and get all of my to do done!

4. Get to 165!

So, Hope all of you did well with your WI. =] Keep up the good work!

Almost...

This morning was my WI and i wasn't 169...but..I was 170 lol I will take it!! Maybe next week right? Just have to keep on truckin! Thought I'd update..sorry don't have much time to post anything big. Later! =]

Thurs. day before WI...

So it's Thursday morning and today I have to make good choices if I want to be 169 by tomorrow. I feel good about it though. I think it just might happen! Today I have to go back to school to pay for my summer tuition. Man, things like that are such a pain in the ass. However, you have to do it. I'm also applying for financial aid for the fall and I lost my pin so I had to reapply for one and answer all of these security questions. Talk about retarded!!! I'm so tired and I got up way too early this morning. Why do I do that? haha Now that I can sleep in I don;'t haha Then when I can't I really really want to and probably could. Life is so weird and so are our bodies. I found out last night that my ex sister in law had a baby. 10 lbs 7 oz. Talk about a BIG BABY!!! I bet she's cute though. Fat babies are always just so adorable. As crazy as that family is I am happy for them and I wish them the best.

Wed.

So, I slept in today until about 10am. Yay! It was so nice!! For breakfast I had a glass of orange juice (120 calories) and a peaches and berries bar from kellogs (90 calories). For lunch I had a grilled chicken breast (130 calories) and some rice cakes things (70 calories). I'm drinking my water and so far so good. I've done great the past few days. I'm excited about Friday because I feel like I might be able to reach by goal by then!! YAY!! 169 here I come! I will be 169...I know that i can do it. I have faith in myself. So yesterday I took my final, wasn't too bad, don't know how I did but I'm just glad it's over. I'm relieved. It's so weird because now I don't know what to do with myself. I've been so busy since Jan...I mean just on the go all the time constantly or studying all of the time. Now, I don't have anything to do. This is good though because it means that I can put all of my focus and energy into my weight loss.  I mean I know that by Friday I want to be 169..and I was thinking the other day..just think...if you stick with this and you lose weight...a few months from now you could be saying...I hope I hit 145 by Friday. I know that I can do this and I'm just more determined than ever. I just have to not cheat, stick on plan, and if I mess up don't get discouraged. So good luck to everyone with their WI. I hope you all lose lots of lbs.!!! =] Keep up the great work and always believe in yourself.

So bored...

So I'm at school and I got here way too early for the test. I was thinking it was at 1:00 and it's not until 1:30 ...and well..it's not even 1 yet haha So I have some time to spare. I brought my cheeze it snack (100 Calories) not bad at all! You guys should check those things out. Seems like now they have all kinds of things in those little bags that are only 100 calories...even cookies! I'm not really a big sweets person but I love chips and crackers and stuff like that so those things are just great for me. I will be so glad when this final is over. I'm so ready for a break. I am just sooo burnt out. I just don't know how much more of all of this I can take hahah I just want to gradute and not be broke anymore =] That would be SO nice!!!  After class Liz and I are going to go grocery shopping together. She said she wants me to help her pick stuff out. I'm good at that and it'll be nice to be around someone that understands my goals and I can talk to about it. It's so great talking to her because we're both going through the same thing. EP helps a lot too. Just being able to get on here and write out my feelings about things..not just my weight loss but just life..it helps sooo much!!! It's never healthy to keep things bottled up inside. So, with that said, I'm going to go...YOU GUYS KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! Never give up and don't be tempted to cheat. =]

Ciao! Jules