07/11/2009 07:04
Heavy fat blubbery sigh!!!!!!!
I can't believer I've let more than a month go by without posting..I said I wasn't going to do that on my fresh start,.. well the fresh start started well and then was not so fresh and then by the end of june and july 4th went stanky! Why why why why can't I put a few weeks of good eating and good exercising together. Tomorrow is stab 2 at the fresh start. I cleaned out the fridge and put all the healthy things at eye level and easy to get to. I have some fruit I'll either be juicing or making smoothies with.
I went shopping with my mom today - she wanted to take me birthday clothes shopping early because she's having surgery a few days before my b-day later this month. Shopping was frustrating. I did get a couple pairs of shoes, and a couple of clothing pieces but I got pants that fit and felt good but dammit they are knitty polyestery material this is what I didn't want but they were they only ones that fit everything right.. natural fabrics if they fit my big butt stick out at the waist. I probably could find some but I was shopping with my 79 year old mom too. I don't shop well for myself with others. I want to get smaller sizes not larger so I got to get back to my exercising and eating healthy.
Anybody seen Gwynn? I've been missing her posts. I read much more than i post.. I have to work on that.

