11/23/2010 08:59
I WANT TO BE A POP STAR
That way I get taken to the gym (rather than make myself)
I'd get the encouragement and incentives I want to push my butt hard !!!
I'd get a trainer, a hairdresser, a make up artist, a fashion assistant, a healthy diet
I'd be put up on stage infront of 1000s to perform my new sexy track, in a short skirt and high heels
I'd be paired up with a male model to do a video, rolling around in a skimpy bikini on the beach, in the sun, pretending to be madly in love with the drop dead gorgeous 'young man'
Now thats an incentive if ever I had one !!!!
I'd even GET PAID FOR IT !!!!
But d'ya know what .... I can't sing :(
and my reality is, my day job means I sit on my butt all day answering the phone and emailing people, so where's my incentive there ?
I need a new life ......
But the other thing is, I am a lazy food aholic, who enjoys a drink or 4, not a good combination for someone who is a secret Pop Star
It's all very well losing the weight, it's staying that way thats hard :(

