10/08/2009 08:14
'Friends' Sabotaging Me ...
So here I am finding it hard enough to step away from the biscuit tin, yet trying to be so positive for a friend who also wants to lose weight, when I invite her round for dinner, using a WW recipe, so all good, and what does she do ??? She turns up with a big bag of crisps, dip, a bottle of wine and 2 big bags of chocolate 
And what do I do ??? Yep, I pour the wine, dish out the crisps, and use the dip to make them more fattening, we eat our dinner and then I crack open the chocolate .... well, it was rude not to wasn't it, but if she hadn't have been 'nice' enough to bring them, I wouldn't have eaten them would I !!!
No, I can't say no, not at the moment, I am fragile remember 
I had such a good day at work, I didn't drink as much water as I wanted to. It's getting colder here so I will have to go back to drinking herbal tea, and having my quota of water that way. We planned to have king prawns for starters and good old Bangers & Mash for main, WW bangers I hasten to add too !
But I ended up making myself feel sick eating the crisps and chocolate that weren't on the original menu ....
I was a little bit good though, when she left I threw the remainder of the crisps and chocolate away 
I then found the energy to stay up alot longer than I would usually, gave my kitchen and fridge a spring clean and then got myself to bed.
But, today is a new day, and I plan to continue my efforts to stay on the blinking wagon !!!!
Here goes ....
Take care
Jxx