THE PLAN WAS ....
to loose 2lb a week for the next 3 weeks, my result this week ? UP 2lb ! 
My own fault, I had cash in my pocket and spent it on the vending machine, so what should I expect ?
I have so many people still noticing my weight loss and telling me not to lose anymore, so I am not beating myself up that much over it.
My goal date was August 23rd, when our friends will be re-newing their wedding vows. Well I have a dress for it, and it fits, so I will stop stressing 
The house is coming together, although I would have been more excited about it if my DH hadn't thrown a wobbly last night, threw his wedding ring at me and stormed out saying "you've got a big mortgage to pay now, you best be here tomorrow for the deliveries and builders cos I won't"
He can be so sweet sometimes 
Anyway, 
judging by my smiley face you should realise that I have taken this all with a pinch of salt, OK if he wants to say goodbye I will cope (I'm a woman, thats what we do ) but he has said it before and the next day everything is back to 'normal' - just like today......
I can't help being ever so slightly (well a bit more than that actually) bloody pissed off by what happened, he said some nasty things (always does) but I kept my cool and ignored most of it - well to a point anyway
Anyway, the house should have the kitchen done, the new sofa's in position, the new furniture too, the flooring nearly finished and the super-duper stereo installed, but unfortunately I wish I had somewhere else to go tonight, cos I really can't be arsed 
On a more exciting note, Stef is having pains 
She has seen her midwife and she has arranged to visit Stef next Tuesday if she has not had the baby before. Personally I am hoping for an 08.08.08 baby, that would be great 
Anyway, lunch time at work so I'm gonna get myself a hot chocolate, the air con here is freezing !
Don't worry about me, I will cool down (ha, funny choice of word after previous sentence !)
I hope you are all keeping well
Bye for now
jxx 
Chugging right along in the wrong direction.