07/19/2011 17:42
Day 9: Overate again! In celebration
Hi all, yesterday weigh in has been great! 185.5lbs and I woke up with 184.0lbs. Started off good. I finally woke up early-I literally forced myself out of bed and managed to cover lots of office work in the morning before heading out for meetings.
Still haven't had the mood to look at my school stuff though... went to the dental after my meetings and yeah! My teeth is in good condition. Just scaling and polishing, no cavaties! But I really miss the fillings. I had them once and I really enjoyed that feeling of drilling into your nerves. It makes me feel really good and I love going to dental especially for the fillings. The drilling always sends a chill down my spine and a little pain which I really love. Weird huh, but I have never had it since. ='( which I know should be good news.
So after the dental treatment, guess what?!? My husband was in a good mood I guess, and we went to have Swensons again for dinner!!!! Hahahah, I had my mega beef burger which is really huge! It has like 5 slices of ham, a very thick beef patty, some bacon, some turkey slices, vege, lots of mayo and an egg and melted cheese. Not to mention, its served with US fries and coleslaw. Its heavenly I must tell you, the whole sandwich just seems to melt in your mouth. Hmmm Yum yum yummy!
I especially love the US fries. It comes with tartar sauce which is my all-time favourite and bbq sauce!
And on top of that sinful meal, we had each a whole tower of ice cream, with bananas, almond nuts, chocoloate and strawberry fudge and sticky chewy chocolate and mango!!! Yum yum yummy!!! Each a glass! Its really fantastic!!!
But, which means my calories went haywire again. I bet its almost 6000cal for today because I also had the mac cafe original cheesecake. Hmmmm Yum. If I've known dinner was going to be so fabulous, I wouldn't have had the cheesecake. But oh well....
So, its no exercise and lots of food for me today. =( But the dinner was really satisfying. My mouth is watering again just thinking about what I had! And you know whats the best part? Savouring every single bite of the lovely dinner with my husband. Quality time!
How to be slim like that?!?! So I received a sms from my cousin telling me I've gained loads of weight. He has seen me last few weeks during my family gathering. I was alittle sad at first but quickly got over it. I'm sure by christmas I will be at least in the 160s. I MUST!
I have sinced toyed with the idea of buying the herbal life meal replacement drink to keep my calories in check, but really, for 200cal, I still think I rather be eating 20 fishballs (each fishball is 10cal). So I am seriously giving it some good thoughts. Any advise on the meal replacement? I am sure it works, I am just worried about my determination to finish it AND not continue to eat other food.
Yesterday I went back for my project meeting for school, and I dont know if its me or what, but somehow, even after dinner, I just felt like munching and munching, so much so that even after dinner, and when I reach home, I still share some supper with my husband. Whats wrong with me? When I'm just working, I can control myself, but with school being in the equation, I just get thrown off real bad. I mean, I think its a habit or something, seems to be that the moment I get out of school and reach home, the first thing that comes to mind is what food should I buy, what should I cook when I reach home. This really must change!
Ok summary for Day 9:
Poop: Once
Exercise: Nil 0/7
Food: 6000cal
Water: >2 litres (I'm loving it day by day and it becomes easier somehow)
Weight: 187lbs!!!!(WTH can I actually gain SO MUCH over a meal?!?!?!?) Goodness. I'm so so dead, all my previous efforts swept clean.
Detox day for tomorrow.
I think I must have fishballs everyday as one of my main meals. OMG!!! 187!!! *faints*