My own life, in my own control
Wrote on 15 Nov 08
Hi babes, how have you all been? Its been awhile since I last wrote, and yes, I've still been eating badly though still exercising. I fell ill on 11th Nov though (Tues) and skipped exercising for 3 whole days. The gym trainer says that I over worked myself thats why my immune system got weaken. Usually most people will train on alternate days and not everyday like what I've been doing for 2 months now.
So I missed my WI on Tues... but I did weigh myself on Fri 14 Nov and I weigh 157.2lbs. I'm quite happy with that considering I have been bingeing non-stop these days.
These days, things with my family, especially my dad and my bf have been tense. I know my dad has his flaws and he has my intentions at heart, but sometimes it really gets on my nerves especially when I dont quite agree with his rules, his views. It makes me feel so infilial when I make him upset, yet I can't really bring myself to lead my life the way HE wants it to be led. I mean, its my life right?! Arghhh. I am just such a bad daughter.