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| Start weight: | 288.00lb |
| Current weight: | 269.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 155.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 19.00lb |
| Remaining: | 114.00lb |
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Its Friday! Hooray! Im happy even though I havnt lost a pound. Dammit. I hope that Im losing inches instead. Ive decided to take it 10 pounds at a time. A lady I work with said that she just took it ten pounds at a time, and it was easier, rather than looking at it as too overwhelming.
So, lately Ive been craving some sweets........really bad! So, instead of eating fudge brownies with my man, I searched the pantry for an alternate, and found one! I started w some cottage cheese, put 2 tsp of spenda brown sugar on top, and then topped it off with some pecans and mixed all together! So yummy! I also weighed myself today. 168.4. Hooray, now I must work harder! My brothers first basketball game is in the beginning of November, and I want to look good! There are so many hotties there....including a guy I used to date. His brother plays on the bball team too! Well, I gotta start getting ready for work now, another double! ahhh Oh yeah, one more thing. When Jay hugged me before he headed off to work this morning, he said he could really tell the difference! So, I decided to try on a pair of jeans that absolutly did not fit 2 weeks ago, and yes, they fit!
I have been so faithful to my diet and I feel like Im not getting results. I just ate 22 carbs worth of vanilla creme cookies, and Im so angry at myself for doing that! I almost feel as though Im getting bigger...heres my timeline
~September 8-got weighed at my docs office...at a whopping 288!!!
~September 9-started my diet-Low carb
~September 16-started Jazzercise
~September 17-weighed myself at home (1st thing in the morning&naked)
weighed in at 272
~September 19-weighed myself at home (same way) and was down to 267
~September 22- weighed myself at jazzercise & docs-272
~September 24-weighed myself at home...272!
What the hell is going on? I think Im just having another bad day. Im craving sweets soooooooo bad. But Im not going to cancel out all of my hard work! By the way, I absolutely cannot stand my boyfriend tonight, he is always accusing me of cheating or lying, but shit, I have to lie to hang out with my girlfriends! Im about to go nuts!
So, Its day #15, and Im still going strong on my diet. I think I kinda want to go on an evening walk whenever I get off work tonight. Maybe I will:) I need to exercise even when I cant make it to class. I have to get back to work at 5. My boyfriend is bitching at me to spend some time with him before I go back for the 2nd part of my split. wah wah wah...hes such a baby. This is not the place to bitch about this, but seriously, can I get some time to myself?
Just got home from Jazzercise...hard work. But Im so glad that I went. Now that my friends and family are seeing results, everyone is jumping on the band wagon! Now Im getting calls and texts..."can I eat this?", "can I drink this?" lol. I feel like such a motivater! (spelling?) I have such a headache. I have to go lay down. nite nite.
So, every Saturday, I like to treat myself to 1 "cheat meal" well, I decided on peanut butter brownies and about 10 doritos. I was so sick to my stomach after wards, (guilt, and a belly ache!) that I dont think I will be doing that again. I wanted to cry I was so miserable! Anyway, I feel like I set myself back by cheating. So now Im going to work extra super duper hard! I have another doctors appointment tom....oh, the dreaded scale! I know Im going to be upset, because when I weigh myself, its in the morning...naked:) And obviously when they weigh me, I wont be naked, oh well, I know Im getting somewhere anyway!
So, I woke up today and felt good about my diet, and I decided to weigh myself again, even though it was only 2 days later....and I was pleasantly surprised to found out I was down 5 more pounds! That makes it a total of 21 pounds in 12 days! I dont care if its water weight, its the numbers that give me more hope. I told my boyfriend that I couldnt really tell, and he said he can fit his arms around me further now! Im so happy. Im definatly going to go to my 2nd jazzercise class today! If I had exercise ( man that was hard to spell for some reason, did I spell it right? lol) added into what Ive been doing so far, it has to get better...right!
Its, Saturday...am Im going to enjoy being off work! Yay for Jordi!
Lol, not really, but I feel like I woke up a little lighter today. Its now my 11th day doing low carb, and I feel like Im really getting my foot in the door, Ive worked so hard for the past week and a half, and I dont want to throw away all of my hard work! I think that the first 3 days are the absolute hardest! So, when I started my jazzercise class, I agreed to go 3-4 times a week, and today I overslept again. 9 am is so hard for me. I think maybe Ill exercise anyway, maybe go for a walk...after all, it is beautiful. My sister just walked in the door, maybe she will go with me. I mean, she was another reason I started dieting, I saw the results in her, big time!!! Shes been cheating though, and yep, I definatly just confronted her, and told her not to throw away all her work....I think It worked....I would want someone to remind me of all the hard work I had done! Ok, Im going to stop typing...gotta go!
So, I was so excited to see I had new messages when I got home today. It is so nice to have support!!! I didnt expect everyone to be so nice:) Anyway, Thanks for the encouragement! Im so glad I found this website.
Wow, that was just enough to make sure I dont turn around!!! Im so happy! Today is my tenth day on the low carb diet, and I just had to weigh myself. 16 pounds down....120 to go. I dont feel like Ive lost that much, I weighed myself 3 times just to make sure. Anyway, Im going to eat some bacon & get ready to go to work:)
