Mayo Addict

my journey to beat depression and lose 77lb

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  • Name: Rach-H-S
  • City: Nowhere special
  • Country: GB

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 210.00lb
Current weight: 174.00lb
Goal weight: 133.00lb
Lost to date: 36.00lb
Remaining: 41.00lb

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Mad Lib

I can't remember whose blog I read this on...but it was a 'fill in the blanks' kind of exercise. The exercise told you what kind of word you were supposed to fill in...and you picked your own.

It was meant to make you feel all good and powerful, but it didn't do that for me, as you will see from my answers.

But what it did do was give me something to think about. It helped me identify feelings I need to work on.

So here is the sad truth:

If I woke up one morning suddenly adoring my body, the first thing I’d do is dress up and head out to a dance club with friends.


I’d allow myself to eat ________favorite indulgent food________ when I felt like it because I’d know that moderation,
not deprivation or overindulgence, is the healthiest way to go.I couldn't think of anything. I cannot imagine ever being able to control myself around indulgent foods.

I’d exercise to have fun and keep my body healthy, (rather than lose five more pounds, or to work off last night’s dessert, or this morning’s binge), so I’d stop _____dreaded exercise ending in "ing"______ and ______favorite heart-pumping activity______ instead. I actually like and hate running at the same time. Even if I were slim, I wouldn't give it up.

 I’d finally be fearless enough to ______something you are afraid to do______, and I wouldn’t feel self-conscious or bad about it, and anyone who would look down on me is just a/an ___________insulting name____________ anyway.  Couldn't think of anything.

When I get home, a romp between the sheets would be __________glowing adjective__________ because I wouldn’t be bashful about ripping off my clothes. Hell, I bet it would be better than that scene in ___steamiest movie you've ever seen__. Actually, I bet it would be pretty crap and I would go and cry afterwards, like I always do, because I have always hated the way I look, fat or thin. And my boobs are disgusting.

This is where I gave up : )

Can you ladies tell it's that time of the month again?

R xxx

Comments to this post:

Aw, man!

Now I've never seen your boobs, but I've seen your pictures.  You are such a cute little thing.  Seriously.  I love your smile.  And your eyes.  I can see kindness in your eyes.  As for your boobs, start saving, you can have those surgically altered.  But it won't change how you feel.  You've got to love yourself.  I know you've progressed in this area.  I'm just a little saddened by this post.  {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

hugs

{{{hugs}}}  You are not alone in your feelings.  I've seen your pictures, too, and Tatumsmom is right...  you're so cute!  Do something loving for yourself today.  Do something just for you, like a pedicure or manicure or something like that!

Aw man

You and me both!  Serious TOTM cravings, and I certainly wouldn't be able to put anything into the last one without lying through my teeth!!

Poor girl!!

I am sorry you feel so bad. I absolutely understand you, though.... have been feeling like that lately too!!

Just wait a bit and do it again later. And you are such a pretty thing, don't let your mind tell you anything else!




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