Back on track : )
Doc has changed me to some alternative anti-stress medication, I was on it before and it SERIOUSLY helped my weight loss, I think. It is not an appetite suppressant, but if you use food to relieve excess anxiety...and the anxiety goes...well
Let's just say, I just got HUNGRY and realised I barely ate today...that rarely happens these days.
Was so weird at the docs today...there is only 1 male doctor where I go (on a military base). It is a small base and everyone knows each other...so a lot of the female patients go elsewhere for PAP smears, etc.
I need various 'lady problems' investigated and I know (through a mutual friend who shouldn't have told me) that the guy kind of has an issue with the fact no one will see him for this stuff..he is about 30 and very inexperienced...I think it upsets him and has become kind of an issue.
So...I don't care..and I thought I would go see this guy for it, because I didn't want to be ANOTHER female dropout.
BUT...he was so way more embarrassed than me. He went so red and looked down and just couldn't get his words out...and that was only while EXPLAINING the procedure (like I didn't know what he was going to do).
In the end, I was reassuring him and basically telling him to buck up and get on with it!
It was totally funny...not weird or anything...he was just so nervous.
Anyhoo...it has been a good day for the diet, not too productive for anything else but I am not beating myself up..as long as I do something useful the rest of the time!
Loads of love and hopefully you will be seeing a lot less of me soon!
Off to make Chinese pork and cabbage stir fry with rice noodles. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
God Bless, Rach xxx 