fat week....
I don't know what it is, but I am having a killer fat week.
I know I am not entirely sure about the shape and size of my body, but this week, I feel like I've somehow ballooned and doubled in size. Technically i am the same weight I've been or been near for ages, but psychologically I look in the mirror and see a soft belly, love handles, thunder thighs and big arms. All the things I thought I'd gotten rid of. And I've been super active this week - cycling almost every day, swimming, squash and dancing - and still I feel gross.
Hopefully, I'll snap out of this soon. I'm starting to think I'm going to have to lose another stone to get rid of my love handles and that is far beyond what my original goal was...
arg.
xxNina
PS - despite this, I am feeling like a non-smoker now! Yay!