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  • Name: JennS19
  • City: Lansing
  • State: MI
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 177.40lb
Current weight: 180.00lb
Goal weight: 135.00lb
Lost to date: -2.60lb
Remaining: 45.00lb

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09/02/2008 09:39

Back on Track......yet again

So I'm re-commiting  today, again.  Yes again.  It's depressing that I can't stick with this and it's even more depressing that if I'm not OP for even a few days all hell breaks lose and I eat everything in site.  Why can I apply everything I've learned even when I'm not doing WW!?!??  It's like I always want myself to be this heavy!!  What am I afraid of?  Why can I stick with this long term?  Heck forget long term, why can I stick with it for more than a week when I'm not doing WW!?!?

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You know what I realized just now as I was typing that........I'm always going to be on WW!  Always.  Even when I'm at my goal weight I'll be maintaining and still on WW.  For life.  There is no "not doing WW" and still maintaining.  You either stick with it....or you don't.  God did it seriously take me 6 years of on and off dieting to figure that out?  What took me so long?

I know this post won't make any sense to anyone but me but I guess I had to actually see it in print.  I have to stick with this ALL THE TIME.  Not when it's convenient for me.  This  weight isn't going to magically stay off my body after I lose it.  I have to work at keeping it off.  Always!

Posted By: JennS19
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09/02/2008 10:07

Makes sense

It's all about healthy habits you can live with forever.  Once you've hit goal, you won't see that number on the scale going down anymore.  So it's going to be all about staying healthy and doing good things for you body, more so than just a number on the scale.

And, the first paragraph of your post...why?  what are you scared of?  Those are definitely legitimate questions that you need to ask yourself.  Try to figure out the reasons.  Because once you get through the mental part of it, it gets easier to follow the physical parts.  I am working on getting past a few of my issues.  So we can do this together.

Posted By: TatumsMom
09/03/2008 07:10

Same here!

Welcome back Jenn!  I feel the same way.  I'll be counting points to the end of time, and if that's what it takes to get it off, keep it off... so be it!  It's better than the alternative.  As long as I'm still making an effort, as long as I still want to lose weight (or maintain), as long as I get up and know that I want to do it... all is not lost and all things are possible.

My motto:  Stay in the game = )

Posted By: GirlNextDoor



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