Not feeling great

Looks like it may be just me and a bottle of wine tonight...

I'm fighting this huge urge to order a pizza. I'd go ahead and eat pizza tonight, but I don't want the leftovers... I could go to Sbarro again, but 17 point slices of pizza? Geez. And I'd probably get 2, so that's 34 points... plus I had not-so-healthy Mexican for lunch.

What I really want is coconut shrimp from Red Lobster. Yeah... looked up the nutrition info on that, and it is not doable, not even in moderation!

I'll probably go to Jimmy John's and get a sandwich with no mayo. That's a better choice...

I know next week will include bad choices, and the following weekend I'll be moving back to Louisiana and eating out along the way, plus the following week I'll be eating out quite a bit when reuniting with everybody.

I've been feeling so fat lately. Ugh... I don't know. I know I've lost a lot, but I think I may be at a standstill for a few more weeks, with everything going on.

I also don't like the fact that now I feel like I have to prove to certain people that I will lose the weight. I know I will... but it needs to be for me, and me only.

hey

sorry I've been so mia...but trust me, I know the feeling.  you just need to remember a few things.  1) you have mad an AMAZING amount of progress.  45 lbs!  And if you're happy as you are, then you're perfect.  If not, keep going, but not for anyone else but YOU.

2) You don't have to prove anything.  If you go about it that way, you probably won't be as sucessful as if you make the choice to do it because it's good for you and you want to.  You should be so proud of yourself for all you've acomplished...and the fact that you've kept it off.  Screw everyone else.  This is about YOU!

Glad to see you're doing well with the WL...you inspire me!

-T