-8.9

Yeah!!!  I am so proud of myself for stayin on track all week!  I am down a whopping -8.9!!  Great way to start my weekend!

Happy Friday!!!

Tomorrow, Tomorrow

I can't wait for my first weigh in being back!  I think it's gonna be good!

I have been right on track all week!!!  I will update tomorrow!

Happy almost Friday!

Seriously this time...lol

Alright...I am so seriously back this time....I restarted JC yesterday.  I already feel so much better about things!  I now it will be a process but I so want to be back where I was before surgery.  I can't tell you how embarrassing it was to go back to JC and be weighed, I gained back so much weight.  I am even so embarrassed to mark it on here in my weight log.  BUT I can't fix what I don't acknowledge so it's time to face the facts.  I have to do this for life, make a complete change.  I know exactly where I went wrong last August so know I have learned from my mistakes, and will move on.  It is was it is!!

New mini goal -15lbs by June 30th, Vacation!!  63 days to go! 

And she's off......

Happy Sunday!

New goal!

I love having mini goals for myself so I have a new one for myself.  My new mini goal is to lost 10lbs by March 3rd.  This of course is always easier said than done but I know I can do this! 

I finally took that step this morning and weighed myself for the fist time in probably over 3 months...I was very disappointed with myself.  What's in the past is in the past.  I have to move forward!  I will get to a comfortable weight!  This is going to be an ongoing process for the rest of my life I have now realized. 

I will keep my updates on here of my mini goal!

10 lbs to go!

A New Year?!?

 How is it that half of the first month of the year is already over??  Crazy huh!

So I haven't weighed myself in months now...honestly I am completely scared to do so.  I am in denial....can I be in denial if I know I'm in denial??  Lol....  I know that I need to....to at  least see my starting point again.  Ugh...why did I do this to myself?  I know I need to let it go because it's in the past but I am having a hard time doing that!

I am so surprised at how easy it is to slip back into old eating habits....it's really scary! 

I can do this, I can do this.....I'm just gonna keep telling myself that!

On to a new day tomorrow!  A new fresh start.

December Already?

I mean really, where does the time go??

I haven't been 100% on track since June, yes I said June.  I am admitting it, laying it all out on the table.  I HAVE to get back on track so I can be healthy. 

I went back to work shortly after I started losing weight.  I went back after I had lost about 25lbs, then I went on to lose about 75 lbs total...then I started to slack off with vacation and then my surgery came and yes, I was  a complete slacker.  I was talking to one of the girls at my work and she has lost 35lbs recently and still going strong.  I was so proud of her that it motivated me to get back on track.  I still have never hit my goal....I wish I could say that I have.  It's not so much about a number on a scale anymore like it used to be to me...it's more about just feeling great about myself.  I will get there.   I can't count how many times I have said that, but I know that it's true!  I've come too far to turn back now.

Here's to a new day!

I did my 90 minutes of exercise today!  Yeah for me! :)

Another day

Another day has flown by.  I LOVE this time of year, even though it hasn't really cooled off that much yet here.  Hmm, random thought there.

Today was a good day...stayed on track with eating and walking on the treadmill.  ipods make working out so much better!!!!!

I'm Alive!

It's been awhile...to say the least!

So much has happened since I was last on here....vacation, my daughter's 3rd birthday....TUMMY TUCK......yup, that's right.  I had my tummy tuck on 8/8/07.....I LOVE it.  The only down side is that I am just now getting back into exercising SO yes, I will admit that I have gained some pounds from just sitting around.  I am so not proud of that!!!  I have to get back on the right track asap because I have come to far to go to far in the wrong direction.  I need to nip it in the butt now!!!

I haven't been to Jenny since June, so being on my own has been a little hard but I have to get the hang of it because I can't be on Jenny Craig for my whole life.  Plus I got really sick of eating the same foods for like 18 months straight. 

On to a new day.  I want to be feeling and looking great for the holidays!

How has everyone been??

I've missed this place!

Almost Friday!!!!!

Wow...this week flew by!

I have been thinking a lot about my weight lately and where I am at right now.  I am very happy with my weight and body right now....well, besides my stomach but I am having my tummy tuck in August to help that out....  I think I am going to adjust my goal weight...not sure to what yet though...maybe 150. 

We shall see how it goes!

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Saturday News

Weigh in was today..I was down -0.6. Whoo hoo!  Just .1 away from being at an even -75 lbs total since being on JC.  I love this!

Other BIG news for the week....I scheduled my tummy tuck! OMG, I am SO excited!!!!!!!!!!  It's on 8/8/07...just 2 months away...I can live with my saggy tummy for 2 more months....but that's it!