Sorry Again.

It seems once again I have gotten behind on posting.  Weigh in was this morning and I wanted to update my weight.  Last week I weighed in at 215 and This week I weigh in at 213.5.  That is another 1.5 pounds down this week.

  My DD had an ear infection and was running fevers from 100 to 103.2.  Hopefully after her refill of meds that she will get over it.  I hate when her little body gets so hot.

  We are going on Vacation in about 3 weeks and so i am working on losing as much weight as I can before we leave.  I won't be a model but anything has got to be better than what I look like now.  In two months i am hoping to be down about 13 pounds to 200.  It has been awhile since i have been that weight. 

I was 210 when i got pregnant with my little girl who is now 14 months old.  I would like to try for #2 but plan to get healthy along the way.

Trying....

I can't seem to write regularly in this blog.  I get so busy and can't seem to remember to write things down.  I gained a pound last week and weighed in at 218 but this week I have weighed in at 215.  Of course that wasn't my official weigh in day so i guess we will have to see. 

I seem to have a hard time during the weekends so i have to try my best to do better.  When i am not at home i have a hard time stopping.  They always make foods that we never have around the house any more.  I have to find a small bit of will power somewhere.

We are going on vacation to Pennsylvania to visit my grandma in September.  It is only about 3 weeks away.  I haven't lost as much weight as i was hoping to before we go.  I have to step it up.  I know i won't look great for the trip but maybe i can look a little better.

Been Awhile

Sorry it has been so long since i updated.   I had my weigh in on Tuesday and I weighed in at 217.0.  Not so bad considering that I hadn't been sticking to my points so well.  So far though i have been doing well this week.  I just have to try to keep up the good work and not let being bad one day get me down.

Weigh In. Yippy!!!!

Well, today was weigh in and it went well.  I weighed in at 219.5.  It has been a long time since i have been below 220.  That has been a challenge for me so that was my first goal just to actually make it below that mark. 

I have been doing a lot of excercise lately.  I have always hated it but i have found that since i have started excercising every morning before i start my day that i almost enjoy doing it.  That can only help me in my journey to weight loss.

Weigh in Tomorrow

I hate to admit it but i am nervous about weigh in tomorrow.  Not from lack of hard work though.  I have done really good this week but i snuck a peek at the scale this morning and it is only down .5 pounds.  It is so frustrating when i have worked so hard this week.  I guess we will see what weigh in day brings.

So Far So Good

Well, it seems my downfall in weight loss is when we go eat with family or the weekends and eating out.  Well it is Saturday night and so far i have done good.  I just have one more day to make it through and then i can honestly say i had a good week.

I have worked hard this week and i hope it shows in my weigh in on Tuesday.  I left my scale at my moms but i am over there so much i still manage to weigh myself all the time.  Which isn't always a good thing.

Well, i guess that is it for now.

Weigh In

Well, my weigh in was yesterday.  It seems that i have maintained my weight.  It is a little discouraging but i am glad that i didn't gain any.  I weighed 223 on Tuesday.  I am going to try to stick to the menu that i wrote out and keep up the excercise and water drinking.  I did have someone ask if I was losing weight.  I don't feel like i really have because it was only 6 or 7 pounds.  I don't feel like that really makes a difference in the beginning.  I know it really does though because every little bit counts.  I will not give up.  I am feeling very hungry today and so i am trying to keep myself busy.  I am going to my Mother in laws to work on scrapbooks.  It will be lots of fun. 

Well i guess that is about all i have to update.

Emotional Eater

I hate having to fight with myself everyday to eat good things.  Sometimes i just want to eat as much pizza as i can hold.  I know that i am an emotional eater.  when i am depressed or bored i will find something to eat or snack on.  I know it is a destructive habit but it is a hard one to beat.  Ever since having my little girl a year ago i have been battleing Post Partum Deppresion and it makes eating healthy twice as hard. 

I won't give up though.

New at this

Well, i decided that it may help me to reach my goal if i keep track of my journey in a blog.  I have never weighed this much, but after my first pregnancy i allowed myself to gain all my pregnancy weight back.  The only way to get rid of it is to work on my excersize and eating smaller portions and better quality of food.  My starting weight was 230 Ib.  now i weigh 224 Ib.  I am slowly going to make it to my goal of 165.