November here and gone.

    November has gone by so quickly.  I haven't posted in a while but i get on and read other peoples journals for encouragement.  I got a comment from someone saying that I INSPIRED THEM.  That is so nice to hear once in a while when i can't even inspire myself sometimes.  I am gaining and losing the same pounds over and over again.  I still have not failed because i refuse to give up on myself.

    Right now the weather is getting colder and we have more days with little sun.  My mom is very effected by the weather and sometimes when it is gloomy i feel very anxious and need something to do and so i turn to snacking.  Sometimes i find a cup of hot tea is comforting and not as damaging as what i could have done within that time. We had our first flurries of snow yesterday and while it was COLD it was beatiful to watch.

  I will try to update my blog more often for those that it does encourage.  It is a nice feeling to know that you could be helping someone by the things you say.