Need to believe in myself
So I've had a pretty lazy saturday. Spent most of the day online, in my pj's and was feeling very non-productive, but finally got my butt out of the chair, and changed into my workout clothes and did my workout. Forced myself, because I really wanted to sit around and not do my workout. Feeling much better now that I did, but I had an epiphany while I was doing my workout. I really enjoy my exercises, but I sabatoge myself so many times, thinking that I'm not doing it right and so what's the point this isn't getting me anywhere!! But it really is, and while I was doing my workout, I was having those thoughts(again) so I had my bf watch my form to tell me what I was doing wrong (or so I thought) and I come to find out that what I'm doing is right!! I'm know that I've given up on so many things in life because of the negativity that I gave into, so I'm going to prove myself wrong this time and reach my weight loss goal, this way I can show myself that I can do what I put my mind to! (And anyone else who may want to question me!!)


