I have a problem
And it is time for me to admit it to someone. I think I'm addicted to junk food. Seriously. I hide it in the house so I don't have to share it. I get serious cravings for it and if I don't eat a little bit when the craving first starts, I will big time binge when I can't take it anymore. I will plan what junk I'm going to eat when I know my husband isn't going to be home to share it with or to give me grief about eating it. Tonight - he was planning to be gone so I decided I would make rice krispie treats and eat the entire pan. Yes - I PLANNED to eat the entire thing. That's just not normal, is it? It doesn't seem like it is normal. It took 2 stores to get the ingredients, I made it and ate until I was stuffed and sick. At one point today, it was looking like his plans were going to be cancelled and I was upset. Upset that he would be at home with me because it meant I wouldn't get to eat my pan of krispie treats. I know my binging habits are a huge contributor to why I'm not losing. Now, I have done the food plan perfect before and I have lost and it was still slow - but not this slow.
Ok, now I've admitted it. Now, I need to learn to stop this behavior. I think that will be the really hard part.


