Feeling frustrated.

I was doing great on my diet. And then it went downhill. Luckily I haven't gained any weight back, but I'm not doing good.

My husband went out of town for 2 weeks, which made it difficult for me. I really did not want to fix a dinner, and make a huge mess. I don't find it worth it to dirty up the kitchen for one person. (sigh) I know, it sounds silly.

I also got to the point where I didn't want to eat ANYthing. Nothing. I was so queasy and such. Which does nothing but slow your metabolism down. Literally, I wouldn't want to eat till 6-7pm. So I got more discouraged.

And now that my husband is back, I'm PMSing, and want to cry and scream. I'm tired of feeling queasy. When I'm PMSing, carbs are my friends. So, I think I'm just going to stop telling myself to keep pressing on, and just give myself a break.. and NOT feel guilty.

I'm not eating horribly, I'm just not following that diet like I should, or NEED to.

Not to mention I haven't started exercising again.

I need some encouragement. I'm going to talk with DH, and get him to help me make me accountable. I'm going to plan meals, and work outs. It's starting to get nice outside in the evenings, so that's no excuse NOT to walk.

Right?

So I am seriously going to cut myself a break. I have plenty of time to lose the weight, I'm not in a hurry. BUT not dieting is going to get me nowhere.

Thanks for listening.