You Are Right...
I was not.
I was not giving it 100%.
I don't know what is wrong with me! I know I really really need to be able to lose this weight on my own PRIOR to the next big step.
How? How in the heck do you lose weight when the family around you can eat as much as they want and not have any repurcussions from it?
Snacks...they are soooooo my downfall. I have to constantly eat!! Maybe it is time to find a few better choices? Although there are only so many tomatos & celery sticks I can eat. I need crackers - chocolate - and soda. None of the things that are going to help me at all. Well obviously since I have gained back 5 pounds of what I had lost.
I will be looking today at the cost of gym memberships - I have got to find something to do. I cannot always count on going to my sisters house and using their "gym" - hell I haven't been down there to use it since I lived 30 minutes away and would drive down to work out.
HELP ME!!
I know the only person who can really "help" me is me.
I am hoping that this will be my wake up call.