March 1st
I cannot believe I am almost to the start of the next phase of my life. How ironic! Who'd have thought that by 30 my life would change so much! Before I thought my biggest changes and challenges would be finding someone to love me for me and having children with that person. Well I managed to accomplish both of those tasks long before I hit 30.
My life still seemed unfulfilled even with having a wonderful family and an awsome husband. Not wanting to be out doing things with them makes for a boring life. Don't get me wrong we do get out, but rarely do we do "fun" family trips. I long to go on long hiking trips, bike rides, or even amusement parks. All of which at the weight I find really hard to do. Even taking the dog for a walk is rough.
Not that my sights are set on getting surgery done it seems like door are opening for fun things. I will finally be skinny enough again to do bike rides and rollercoasters.
After months with Molly I am finally ready for the next step. A "date" with Doctor Pitchford.
