BLAH! AND DOUBLE BLAH!
The last two days I have really been down in the dumps! No nice way to say it - I've just had the extreme blahs! Over the last two weeks I've dealt with sick kids - kid number two down this week (I'm tired of moping up vomit!) and I've felt awful. I've been getting more and more tired, a scarey amount of my hair has fallen out, my skin is itchy, my joints hurt and all my lymph nodes are swollen! And to top off just how crappy I'm feeling (and feeling really sorry for myself), I binged today! I didn't binge as badly as I normally did before this program - but the reality is I ate quite a bit of junk that is off the plan.
I am so tired of this place - the dirty skies continuously, dust everywhere, second rate produce and undrinkable water, and so much more! I need some frigging normal. Hubby is trying to see if he can get me and the kids earlier flights but we have to wait for the money for the tickets to clear from the company first - which should have happened over a month ago, but someone boo boo'd. We probably would have been okay if we hadn't had to pump more money into the damn car! I so need a break from him for a while too!
AAAAAHHHHH!!
Okay, I think I've gotten that out of my system. Just bear with me while I check to see if there is more......
...kids, car, husband, husband's company, weather, food....nope I think I've covered most of it. Thanks for bearing with me while I had a good whine! I really hope I've gotten it out of my system so that tomorrow I can get back with the program and not derail myself completely. I've come so far I can't believe that I let myself slide like that today....thump, thump, thump...that's me hitting my head against the wall!
Please everyone give me a kick up the backside, shake me back into my senses and help me get back on track asap!!!