Almost!
I discovered yesterday that the possibility of sliding back into old habits is still there. I was so tired and dh let me know late afternoon that he had forgotten to tell me we were having company for dinner and that the one guy might stay over. After a day of keeping my two plus 2 occupied making easter decorations, cleaning up after them etc. and still feeling drained after looking after sickies all week - I found myself in the kitchen preparing supper and wondering if I could have just one little snack to keep me going. And by snack I mean something sweet! After a thankfully, short debate with myself I opted for my snack bread allowance and a diet soft drink - but that was close!
I think I must also be working through some sort of cellulite layer filled with toxic waste! That horrid hard lumpy layer under my skin on my upper arms and the back of my legs seems to be turning to mush now. With that stuff recirculating in my system, this could also be adding to the tiredness etc. that I'm feeling right now. Better keep up with the water and make sure that I flush it out of the system asap!
Hmmmm....it may also be time to add another full lengh photo of myself. I'd better organise with hubby to take a pic of me. To all of you out there battling your own demons and trying to free the lean person within - I'm right there with you!