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| Start weight: | 19st 0.00lb |
| Current weight: | 1st 0.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 14st 0.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 18st 0.00lb |
| Remaining: | -13st 0.00lb |
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ok i am on the first day of the cambridge diet! my boyfreind is even doing it for me for a week (he only has to lose a stone!...luckly his a bulider and has mucles...you cant even notice it! 
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just had my 'choc mint' breaki shake, i drink 3/4/5 litres pf water a day anyway so thats no probs, its all i drink and i love it! the days normally ok, but the night is the hardest for me, hopefully ill keep my mind busy!
Happy new year! 
right! as from the 2nd jan i am going back on the cambridge diet and i am staying there!!!
after losing & gaining the same 4lb for about 3 months now!! i need something drastic, i am just fed up completly! i am still 'off' of most food, so i hope that i will do ok! i have my bars & shakes!
in thoery i can get to about 14 stone for my birthday in march! so i am looking forward to that!
im just enjoying the last days of eating so to speak!
heres to tuesday..............!
ive kinda jsut stopped to a halt, im not really doing anything until after crimbo now, i just cant be bothered, feel sick and tired, not even eating that much i should be losing weight! not gaining!
anyway, going to do CD for a bit after crimbo so ill re-post then merry crimbo anyone! 
well after being ill, change in my medication for my endometriosis, ive kinda given up these past few weeks, managed to lose 5 lb this week, dont know how, my scales must be being kind to me!!
im going try and cut back and in jan im going to do the cambridge diet ...... AGAIN! just to give me a booast, im in a circle right now and to be honest im not sure i can be bothered to get out 
WELL! i am feeling better which is good! this week was a Stay the same! all i can ask for, ive eaten crap, although not alot of it as ive been ill! if i ate heatlhy i prob could have lost a stone!!!!!
anyway im back on track tom, its also totom again next week so i dont expect a loss, but whatever i get i hope its better than all the past weeks, i really wna lose 2 stone by my birthday!
Also the boyf & I have decided to adopt a puppie!! we have been after one for... 3 years now!! and ive done so much research on it to! was going to buy, but after seeing the dogs in resuce, i cant buy without feeling ive done something bad, i want help! so hopefully that will be going through sometime next year!
i feel like i havent posted for agesss, but ive been so ill with flu, now its totm a bloody gain 
never seems to end, diet has gone out of the window, so im hoping to be back on track next monday
well the 9lb loss was a load of poo! my old batterys say 16st3-16st 10, how it can changed btween 7lb i dont know, new batterys say.... 17st 2.......which is more like it!
so ill have to changed that 
ive felt ill all week, i know its because of my new pill, such bad headaches everyday, i start the day pointing but by 2pm i dont bother ive not gone mad, infact ive eaten less but of more crap food
I hope i feel better next week, i hate feeling liek this, im always tired on these tabs to, sleeping like 10-11hours a day! im tired now!! hopefully ill get used to them soon!
AH DEAR!
well last night i ended up eating 9 milk tray chocs, and aqbout 8 biscuits? all i might add were actually bought for christmas
BUTTTTTTT it didnt give me my normal buzz, which was odd, and i didnt feel good after like i normally would, you know the 'i feel great bit' then the 'i hate myself for over eating bit'!!
nope, none of it came, all i thought was, 'i cant wait to get back on track!!!' yep thats it! thats all i wanted to do was get back on track!
all i could think was 'whats the point in over eating!'
maybe my brains changing! i hope so!
I also think my WI was wrong, how could i have lost 9lb in a week? jsut dont seem right! ive bought some more batterys and ill WI on sunday as normal, but i bet you i have gained, but then my TOTM is coming (AGAIN!) so i normally gain through that anyway? well ill see what sunday brings!
Ive just had my offical WI! and ive lost....9lb!!
its still so hard to believe!! i think i did lose 11 before but i went over by 6 points yesterday and my TOTM is now due (AGAIN thats like 2 months nonth ive been on bloody pill!)
but i lost it!! i better change my goal for christmas because ive nearly completed it!!!
5 weeks till crimbo eve (my last WI)if i lose 2lb a week.....ill be in the 15's!! ive not seen them since 3 years ago!! YAHHHHHHH!!
im not sure if its because ive had to swap my pill over again for my endo, but i was Starving today! i went over by 6 points, which means that is maintained for today........ i have my WI tom at 8.40ish!! by the time i get up................ i hope ive got into the 16's........
i am so tired, going to go to bed now, play on my nintendo ds untill i fall asleep!
heres to my WI tom................10 hours encounting! LOL!
