Grrr!!!

I have come to the conclusion that everyone is trying to irritate me today.  The minute I seem to kick my bad mood, someone manages to put me right back in to negative mode.  I'm going to keep fighting it though, I don't want to get home and end up sitting on my couch all night just because I had a crappy day.  Not gonna happen!

I walked a mile around the neighborhood last night.  I wasn't sure I would want to when I got home from work so I promised a neighbor that I would take her 2 daughters with me.  Knowing they wanted to go gave me enough motivation to get it done & over with.

I did ok @ dinner - a BLT w/turkey bacon, light mayo and wheat bread. Not too bad considering last week I would have gone back for seconds or maybe more.  I managed to dig up the little willpower I have and avoided stuffing myself to the point I was sick.

It's lunchtime now and I was instructed to order pizza!  WTF?!?!?  Is everyone plotting against me?  Instead of packing on the calories, I went to the library to check out some work out videos.  I was SO lost considering I haven't been in a library in over 10 years.  Got myself a new card and also checked out some instructional art videos since I've been dabbling in pastels.

Goal for today - make it through the day without eating ANY pizza.  Also have to drink more water - I drank about 64 oz yesterday but thinking I should drink @ least 96 oz.  Maybe if I'm ambitious, I can get to a gallon a day by the end of the week.

A & I were fighting this morning which is never a good way to start a day.  I talked to him over lunch and everything seems to be ok.  I just wish I could put my finger on whats been bothering me so much lately. He thinks I'm becoming more moody &  I look @ it as becoming more introverted.  I guess neither one is good...

It's POURING outside - it would be cool if it would stick around for my walk.  I just LOVE this weather!