1 Month!

Tomorrow will be my 1 month on WW. I will weigh-in tomorrow as well. It feels good to know that I have done this a month. And I've ACTUALLY DONE IT! No cheating!!! It feels so good. My clothes fit better, my skin looks better, I'm not sleepy all the time! Plus.. I'm only about 20 lb's from being out of the 3's forever!!! (Now when that day happens.... ah I can't even imagine how elated I will be.)

It just feels so good to think that I'm really doing this! I can do this! It might take longer than I want but that's okay.. because the only place I have to go is down some more! Oh and by the way, I FREAKIN LOVE WEIGHT WATCHERS! It's amazing to me that you can eat WHATEVER your heart desires, and still lose weight! I know this is for me!

Okay, I'll calm down now! I just got a little excited! haha

Hope everyone is having a beautiful day!

My first real 2 week wait!

Today I am 2 DPO (days past ovulation). I'm so excited that I ovulated in the first place, and at the same time I am so nervous. I want this so much that I am afraid that if it's bad news it's gonna really be hard for me. I've been staying positive, and praying, and hoping. I'm just very scared at the same time. I want it to be positive so much. Plus! On top of all this... guess when the day I should test is...

On my birthday!

This has the potential to be the greatest gift I've ever gotten...  but then again, it may not work out the way I want. I know God's timing is perfect, but it is just so hard to remember that when it is something you are longing for so badly, and praying for so much!

Days Like This

I'm doing WW as many of you know. I used all of my flex points this week as well. I've stayed 100% OP though, drinking my water, and doing everything I'm supposed to.

BUT I FEEL SO FAT! It's like I'm already expecting a bad weigh-in this Friday, because I have just been "feeling" so huge the past few days. I feel like I have gained 10 lbs and I don't know why!

Do any of you have days where you just FEEL FAT? haha

Today is HUGE for me!!!

I'm ovulating!!!

I cannot express how happy I am about this!!!

Tomorrow *could* be HUGE for me...

According to my Ovulation Monitor... tommorow is supposed to be the day that I may actually OVULATE! This is BIG for me since I had so many annovulatory cycles. We have been BD'ing like crazy. I have such hope! Please let this be our time!!! All the signs/symptoms I'm having point to the fact that I am indeed about to ovulate.

OH PLEase please PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE let it be true!

Will update tomorrow!

11 pounds gone! YAY

Today was my 3rd weigh-in, and I've lost a total of 11.1 lbs. over my first 3 weeks. YAY!  *throws confetti up in the air*

As Oprah would say... This is big

Today I got a "Fertile Day 1" reading on my Ovulation watch. Keep your fingers crossed for me!!!

Also tommorrow is weigh-in day. I'm feeling pretty good about it. I hope to see a loss!

God's Love Letter to You & Me

This makes me feel so good!

GOD'S LOVE LETTER TO YOU AND TO ME (Author Unknown)

You may not know me, but I know everything about you...  Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up... Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways... Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered... Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image... Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being... Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.... Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived... Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation... Ephesians 1: 11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book... Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live... Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made... Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb... Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born... Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me... John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love... I John4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you simply because you are my child and I am your father... 1 John3:1

I offer you more than your earthly parents ever could... Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect Parent... Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand... James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs... Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope... Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love... Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts towards you are countless as the sand on the seashore... Psalm 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing... Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you... Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession... Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul... Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things... Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me... Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart... Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires... Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine... Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager... 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles... 2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you... Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close you my heart... Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes and will take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth....  Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus... John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed... John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being... Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you... Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins... 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that I could be reconciled... 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you... I John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love... Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen... Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father... Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is ... Will you be my child? John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you ... Luke 15:11-32

A reminder to myself...

I have PCOS, and was reading some articles today, and stumbled upon this. So I'm posting it here, so I can read it over and over again for motivation...

"Most women with PCOS can benefit from losing weight. Even losing 10 lb (4.5 kg) may help get your hormones in balance and regulate your menstrual cycle."

Happy Birthday Granny!

I love you!