Sad news :(

I got the results from my CD21 progesterone level and it was too low for the doctor's to think I ovulated. I'm kinda disappointed, but I was almost expecting it for some reason. Anyway... this next cycle I'll be trying Clomid 100 mg.

This whole thing is just an emotional roller coaster for me. I mean, I guess I took for granted the fact that having a baby isn't always easy. I mean when you are growing up, you just always think... well I'll finish college .. I'll get married.. then when we get ready to have children we will. Well the first couple things worked out according to my plan, but it is totally apparent this particular thing is out of my hands. I try to tell myself that God has perfect timing, it's just hard to understand why this has to be such a struggle. I've always wanted to have a family. My husband wants a child sooo much too. Sometimes I feel like I'm failing him, and it's hard.

On top of this I've cheated on my diet a bit the past few days. I'm back on track today but I'm not sure if the weigh-in Friday will be so good because of those 2 bad days.

It feels good to get this all out though. I'm tired of crying over all of this. I guess all I can do is keep trying and keep praying. Keep me in mind when you say your prayers tonight please!

I hope you all are having a good good day!

I know

... you don't want to hear this because you probably already know... but relax!!  Sometimes people get too focused on getting pregnant that the stress causes it to not happen.  When they move on and don't focus on it WHAM they are pregnant.

I certainly hope and pray it does happen for you and hubby, but you are right, God has his plan.  Just keep doing what you are doing, losing the weight and hopefully things are going to work out in the end.

Remember, the delay might not be a "NO" but a "NOT YET" answer from God.

(( Hugs ))

keep your chin up

I know exactly how you feel....we have a similar situation but different too. I agree with GCQMom...relax when you quit trying and focusing on it it may happen. Enjoy your life with your hubby count each and every blessing you have. In God's time and in his way he will answer our prayers...I pray every day that he shows me the path the he wants me to take...in his own way he provides when his time is right. I will keep you in my prayers...and GCQMom stated best it might be a not yet from God..take care and I will keep in you my thoughts and prayers...