10/24/2006 19:46
Change
And as is always the case, change does not come easy. As if in a holding pattern, I accomplish nothing. I accomplish nothing because I try nothing. I need only take one step, the first step. But just as soon as I do, I spiral down a whirlpool of self doubt and regret, depression and even anger. I come out on the other side three steps back of where I started. For me, the key isn't anything on the outside, nothing tangible. Change needs to come from within... A concept so foreign to me, I'm not sure what can trigger it.