In Search Of ... Health

A neurotic woman's fight for fitness.

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  • Name: CrawlWalkRun
  • City: Albany
  • Region: New York
  • Country: United States

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My Weight Loss

Height: 165.1cm
Start weight: 237.00lb
Current weight: 162.00lb
Goal weight: 150.00lb
Lost to date: 75.00lb
Remaining: 12.00lb

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05/30/2009 11:31

Away, Not Dead

Since I've been away, I've lost 15 more pounds and a husband ... so maybe that's 175 pounds?  It's really not funny.  My whole world turned upside down and somehow during it all, I realized just how badly I've been treating myself all these years.  Like how I was punishing myself with food and not moving this body or taking care of me because I didn't like me. 
 
I was a hermit with serious social anxieties.  Now I have a job and a new life.
 
I don't want to lose my 20-year marriage, but I'm no longer willing to lose me anymore.  I choose me.  Every time.

Posted By: CrawlWalkRun
Comments to this post:
05/30/2009 02:16

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Wow.  Sounds like a lot has been happening.


Welcome back hun.

((hugs))

Posted By: raspberrycordial
05/30/2009 02:50

hugs!!

There has obviously been a thing or two that you had to solve. Glad you are back!
Big hugs!!

Posted By: Svanita
06/02/2009 08:05

Wow

Thanks for sharing, and thanks for choosing to put yourself first.

Posted By: plain_jane0309



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