04/20/2007 22:36
Stupidity.
God, I just did it again. Ate shit for lunch and feel horrible straight after. Bloody KFC. I'm an idiot. I ended up tossing out half the chips and drink, and eating 6 nuggets, but not the point.
Why do I do this to sabotage myself? Why can't I just use my brain? I KNOW what is right and what is wrong, so why can't I just say no?
Thoroughly disappointed, and I'm going to go run now to make myself feel better. TOTALLY NOT WORTH IT.
I hope the scales put me as having a gain on Monday. This week has been shocking. :(