04/11/2011 14:14
I feel off the wagon--hard
Everything was going great. I was losing a steady amount of weight and then boom! I over ate and for what? I saw a photo of myself that I did not like. It looked awful. I just look fat... which I know that I am but still. Some people may turn the other way and made it as a motivation to lose more weight but I did the opposite. I just ate and ate. Even if I was full, I still made room for more. I feel sick now...
I don't know if I will achieve my goal now. I just gained 4 pounds in few days. I did not even know that it was possible to gain that much in three days.
So yea I'm starting again...
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04/07/2011 02:30
I lost two pounds... ONLY
I only lost 2.5 pounds in 12 days. I think that is pretty good but I thought that my weight loss will be greater. I tried dieting before and I use to lose 3 pounds in 5 to 7 days but I know that it was a short cut. I'm still trying to get used to the 'slow and steady' mantra 
. I will change some of my eating habits this coming ten days. Have a great April everyone.
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03/28/2011 08:34
I'm a fat slob
OK I just really want to give out a rant.
My sister and I had an argument a while a go and she called me "a useless fat slob". I could not help but choke up a bit but I tried my best not to get too emotional. We lived together all my life and she knows how sensitive I am when it comes to my weight so I just can't believe she called me that. It started as a petty argument but it just escalated out of nowhere. I just can't stand how bad she treats me. She says she is just being real but you can be 'real' without being such a jerk. Take note, she is one year younger than me. She constantly says I do nothing and keeps rubbing in my face that she will graduate before me. I try to defuse everything when we argue because I don't want to escalate things but this was just too much.
She kept on repeating and repeating that I'm useless so I said that of course she knows that because she is so darn perfect and she said "Yes I am!"
Argghhhh!
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03/27/2011 03:01
I lost 4 pounds!
I know I said that I will be updating my blog at least once a week but I have a valid reason for not doing it for the past days 
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I had a cold last week. It was unbearable. I could not sleep at night because of my stuffy nose. I was actually afraid to sleep because I thought I will forget to breath lol. After my cold I had the worst lower abdominal cramps ever. It was not my time of the month so it was really weird. I can barely stand up and I could not walk straight. My friend urged me to go to the hospital but I was too afraid to go. I was scared that the doctor will give me this life altering diagnosis. I know, I know. I overact and over-think things...
Anyway, I feel a lot better today. I weighed myself and woo hoo I lost 4 pounds. I don't know if that is significant or not but hey it's 4 pounds! I think I should be grateful with the result considering that I did not do any kind of of exercise in the past two weeks. I am not planning doing any body measurement because it has only been two weeks. I will probably do it in the 5th week mark. So that was my week (2 weeks). How was yours?
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03/16/2011 04:30
I am Tess (intro about myself)
Hello everyone.
This post is purely a post about no one else but mwuuah, myself 
. I got the idea from a comment made on my first post (hi Helen!).
I am 20 and a junior in college although this is already my fifth year going on sixth. I graduated high school very early and decided to go to college immediately, that was a mistake. The culture, the people and everything is so different from high school. I was absolutely overwhelmed with everything. I felt like a pubescent hanging around adults lol. I decided to take a break so I did not enroll for a few semesters. And now I'm only 15 units away from graduating woo hoo.
I did not have any problem with my weight until junior high. I just started to love food... too much. I was like, "Oh, this pie taste great!" so I had another slice then another slice then another. When my parents are not around I would order a pizza and eat the whole thing. I would hide the pizza boxes in my room because I don't want my parents to judge me. I don't want them to think that I'm a pig or something.
My weight really had a big impact in my life. I feel like I can't do some things because I'm not confident enough. So now at 20 I think I should start living my life at it's fullest. I want to live life with a couple of pounds off though...
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03/11/2011 03:00
My first day!
I'm starting again. I actually tried to do this last year but i have failed
. There is no excuse now though and I really have to do it because I have a wedding to go to on May 27. I will be one of the brides maid and I don't want to stick out. If I do stick out, I want to stick out in all the right reasons. I know, I know....
I will also see my archenemy in high school so I want to be as put together as possible. She stole my high school dream. Well, she did not actually stole him but he ended up with her so you know . My intention for losing the weight may not be the best but I do really want to lose the weight. It's about time. I will update my blog every week at least to give an update on my weight loss if their is any lol.
This is it!!!
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