I cannot believe that it has been a long time since I have posted anything up! As you know or might have figured out is that LOTS has happened! I am currently a stay at home wife...hehehe...no kids so what else could I call myself...right?...It's been fun! Have a couple great leads waiting for you know the "processing" of employment, verifications of employment history...blah blah blah....I have unemployment coming...so it makes it a little easier, not enough to live on but THANK GOD I have a working Husband!!!!! I have been hangin out with him and I have stopped taking my phen pill...which i should be starting up this comingweek i have to budget for it...sad but it has to be done that way. I have maintained my 210-215 pounds...lately i have been eating chocolate and drinking...the poison...soda....i have to rid myself of that addiction....I will....tea just got boring for a minute. Ihave been drinking soda for like a couple of weeks, well since I lost my job. I guess I am seeing soda as like a alcholic sees alcohol...weird but its true. I have to get on the band wagon or on the wagon starting today. Reason...im swelling up the sodium is the evil source of that. Well, I am sorry for abandoning my blog, i actually forgot about it till this morning when i got this email that i requested for a password change....??????? WHAT? I KNOW I HAVENT REQUESTED ANYTHING ESPECIALLY A NEW PASSWORD!!! well, know that i am on this now and to whom ever is trying to get a new password...sorry get your own blog going you butt hole. I swear that just angers me why are people interested in getting into someone elses accounts for what reason??? you know that there are federal laws now that help victims in this situations. NOW unless you are a parent or step parent of a youngster you have every right to get into your childrens accounts and find out whats going on but an adult....ummm i dont think so, person.....get a life and then get your own account ..WHICH IS FREEEEEEEE!!!!!....then start blogging yourself. its that simple.
well i must go now i am getting ready for my garage sale tomorrow and bible study tonight....have an awesome day...and i will pray for you who ever you are that is trying to get into my personal accounts.....dork
Well, its actually Thursday night. I have had a horrible headache all day and i have maintained my weight...blah blah blah....well i have been extremely busy at work and have had no time to blog i am sorry, i will try tomorrow. I hope that all is well with u. I am staying positive....gotta get out of my seat and move during the day...that is probably why i haven't lost anything. boo hoo...
ok this is the 3rd time i am writing this...for some unknown reason my computer or my finger keeps hitting the alt button or control button and erasing what i have written, i am a little frustrated, Well, i had a great weekend and i will write about it either later tonight or tomorrow, at thismoment i am just going to say, i didnt weigh in today, was too busy tomorrow will be a better day and i am going for a walk tonight, one hour, its really really hot and humid and its a great time to go and sweat my arce off! well i hope you have had a great day would love to hear from you! until i have more time to write.....angie
I must repeat myself...what a week! Good news...lost a pound HEY! its better than gaining 5 or 10 for me. I will be good this weekend! Well I just stopped by to check in and I will be back tomorrow! Have a fun night! Be SAFE! Hugs n kisses Angie
Another week has just slipped by! I have been busy with all the new changes at work and new "stress". Im dealing with it, i was trying to fight it, but last night i just realized I cant change it no matter how hard i try or how loud i whine I just have to do what i gotta do until God opens another door for me. I pray that God will open a door to a great opportunity that is close to my home, that will start me out making MORE than I make now with awesome advancement in both positiion/title and financial advancement that will never cease, Keep me in prayer. I NEED IT. So I had my root canal done last week and yesterday I had the build up and crown done well its not done done...but soon, and my head hurt and still hurts, its been hard to eat...oh i have eaten just taking my time since i cant open my mouth more that a few centimeters. So I havent "Eaten" a lot for a while and i know my stomach has shrunk a bit. Oh like i said I eat every what...2 hours. This morning i had to move my whole desk to this big area in the middle of our office where it is now what i will be calling stress central. I am now a mtg loan processor/ Admin Asst...ohhh latee dah!...more stress people....with no extra pay...which sucks to high heaven BUT i am blessed to have a job with bennies so...no more complaining...keep praying...for me and my horrible attitude...my bruised ego....lol...if only my wonderful hubby could read this now... ANyways, this morning i had to move...2 hours broke a sweat felt good, took 1 hour to eat my lil nutragrain bar...no lie either one hour. So i had my workout for the day. Yeah. I think i have lost like 10 pounds this week. TOmorrow I will weigh in for my weekend check...i will try and post early tomorrow. Wish me...well pray for me thats all i ask. Gotta go its beddie bye time and i am tired, hope you had a great day! toodles...angie
Man what a night huh! I love the rain, too bad i missed it lastnight. Although the street were flooded this morning and the awesome clouds....now at 2:55 pm its gone, well i am facing east so all i see if blue sky. So i did my weekly weigh in Im down but still 2 oz up from last week. Which is ok.
So my last post...yeahhh...it always happens to me i say it or write that i might be, OR i go to the Dr's and the very next day, i get my present. *sigh* I am happy though that it was a false alarm. I just dont know why i am so nausious (sp?) in any case, i am happy i can still continue my program. Now i have a reason to go and buy new clothes...!!! Lookin for a new job. I am now able to buy a smaller size!! OH YEAH!
Update on the CLA...OMGosh this stuff really works! My husband made a comment to me about looking thinner in the middle....my clothes are starting to feel bigger...not so tight. Which I LOOOOOVE! I will hopefully have some updated pics soon. well have a great night!
ahhhh. Hello! it's been awhile...yeah ok a few days! Well, I am back and I have been good ya all! My root canal was done and the pain is almost gone. SHould all be done on Wednesday this week!. I have been feeling under the weather for about a week now. Don't know why...business isn't going well, the office might close so I am now officially looking for another Yob. I hate looking but I have to look out for #1.
On to more positive notes....like I said i have been good, i have been active, moving around sweating. I don't know where I stand on my weight but tomorrow i will weigh in. The only thing that is bothering me right now is that i have been queezy for about a week now and I have not started my TOM. it was supposed to start last week but nothing. I have been dizzy and i did ya know....vomit a couple of times and maybe its nothing, i took a pregnancy test and it was .....well....there was a very very very faint line...which i will have checked tomorrow with a blood test...i had that happen before and it was false...so i am not getting my hopes up. I was planning on loosing weight and starting in Oct. NOv of this year....but we will see. I am on Phentermine so i need to make sure im not cant have problems.....it would be AWESOME but then i would have wanted to wait...well its late and i have to go to bed....will update ya tomorrow.! huggs and kisses....Angie
forgot the most important thing to do this morning. yes you guessed it to take my meds. Waking up at 5 am and rushing out the door at 6 to make it in at 630am...is beginning to get to me. I hate going to bed early!!! *sigh* So yeah no pills today, thank God I had metformin in my purse and the loratab!
Didnt walk lastnight and will not tonight or tomorrow. So this week is basically shot for me with the TOM coming in a day or so yeah...its a mini vacation for me. not that i want it to be that way, but it just is. I have never had a root canal so i will just take the whole day off from meds and exercise. when it hits the fan...it hits the fan for me. Trying not to be negative here, just truthful. I will not be spoiling myself or cheating so i am safe.
As for the mini weight gain...its affected me, stupid really but it has. Not giving up just depressed for a minute. With that and the denial of a raise, its hard not to negative. I have a loving husband who is supporting me and not being an ass right now which is a big help. I will soon be out of this funk sorry...i guess this is my pitty party for august...hehehehe
well i will try to post tomorrow but if i dont i will be here in spirit! I know that you are doing great and being very positive and i feel your love, thanks! You are the best thanks for your support! Luv ya!
Hey all! Well, I am writing a little later than usual. I have not had a good day. I was awaken at 1 am to a throbbing molar that just progressively got worse and not until almost 3 in the morning did i remember that i had Tylenol PMS, after crying for half hour i was OUT! for 2 1/2 hrs...my schedule has changed so i had to be in at 7 am....OOOOOHHHHHH! my head, my jaw my cheek....kill me someone, where are those damn pliers?!!!! I had to find a dentist that was open then find one close and man its very hard to get an estimate on an extraction or a root canal...so i found one and awesome thing...THEY TAKE PAYMENTS!! I have never...NEVER heard of a denist taking payments on root canals or any procedure. i have always had to pay before or during my appointment. THis office was awesome totally christian, great music playing, friendly asst.s receptionist, just made the experience way better.... So, i will have to get a root canal on thursday and until then, antibiotics and Loratab's will be my friends....not to mention tylenol pms. I cant live with this pain!!! SO to make it even worse...i step on the scale...218.6 pounds! Oh yeah...i worked my butt off this weekend, cleaning walking, being active and this is what i get, i didnt miss a dose...the only thing i can think of is being on provera to kick start ovulation or to get a cycle (this is my last day) , my TOM will be here in what 3 days....i must be retaining water. I was good...well i did have a handful of tostitos chippies w.salsa but not that much really. NO soda, no drinkie drinks. i was good. Well, i have read alot of blogs and it seems like a few days before we gain a few pounds then we are back on track...so i must think positively and just go with the flow...hehehe...Well, i have 10 minutes till my pain killers are ready and my head hurts my eyeballs hurt and my cheeks...man i dont know what i ever did to deserve this....i promise i will never to it again. Hope you have having or had a good day. Today is almost gone and im looking forward to tomorrow. God Bless you all.
It's Friday! Its raining with thunder and lightening! God I LOVE the rain! It's been an extremely boring day! Since the office has been condensed and there are a whole bunch of changes not just little ones either...like my hours changed from 830 to 5pm to 630 or 7am to 2:30 or 3 pm. new systems remote access to another server that doesnt have our printers hooked up....you know admin stuff that you need in order to have a steady work flow...well it was done today and since alot of things werent thought of....it has to wait till monday, AND today i have had to do the work TWICE! So a little frustrated, forgot to eat breakfast (wasnt hungry) by 11 i remembered so i had a huge piece of homemade 3 cheese bread, forgot to eat lunch...just ate a HUGE GIGANTIC red delicious apple! It was nice and cold...oh yummy, now i am full! Ready to go to bed!
So about last night, didnt go to cali or stateline...went to brotherinlaws and did the unthinkable...had 3 pieces of pizza hut meat lovers pizza well 2 and half, fed the dog the other peice. THis morning i felt like shit, like bloated, i had a glass of wine and that didnt make me feel any better. Came home and played my video poker machine...and then went to bed. Not very productive, getting back on track to day though, if i want to meet my goal of 215 for monday 8-20-07.
I can do it! i will do it...i have to do it...no excuses! Ok, so i must go for today, but before i do please have a safe and fun filled weekend!
, i am a little frustrated, Well, i had a great weekend and i will write about it either later tonight or tomorrow, at thismoment i am just going to say, i didnt weigh in today, was too busy tomorrow will be a better day and i am going for a walk tonight, one hour, its really really hot and humid and its a great time to go and sweat my arce off!
ahhhh. Hello! it's been awhile...yeah ok a few days! Well, I am back and I have been good ya all! My root canal was done and the pain is almost gone. SHould all be done on Wednesday this week!. I have been feeling under the weather for about a week now. Don't know why...business isn't going well, the office might close so I am now officially looking for another Yob. I hate looking but I have to look out for #1.