06/03/2009 10:33
I have returned!
I have 'another blog' which I post to regularly, so I'm probably going to be either pasting those entries here or providing links to it. I just posted some photos there, so here's a link if you want to see me and my 'baby':
Me and my baby
Yesterday I tried very hard not to eat junk. I admit I picked up a biscuit in the break room. It was when no one was in there. It was a sandwich creme biscuit. I pulled it half, bit off the corner of the side with no creme, and then--I did what I used to do! I realised what I was about to do, and I walked over to the trash and threw the biscuit in! I didn't just eat it! I can't tell you how many times I used to take one nibble of something, come to myself, and throw the rest away. That was always a triumph for me. Then I stopped doing it, started eating the whole thing. Sneaking back for another. Buying things to take home, not just as a special treat, but any old time. This is how I gained from 131 to 139. But I am NOT going to ever be in the 140s, ever ever ever. So yesterday I threw the biscuit away. Two days now, no biscuits, no chocolate. Yay!
I also did Turbo Jam '3T Totally Tubular Turbo' yesterday, and for good measure threw in the upper body segment of The Firm Super Body Sculpt. I forgot I had planned to do the abs segment. Today I am just about to do Punch, Kick & Jam,and I will add extra abs to make up for it.
I am bound and determined to get back to 131 before the year's up!
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For those who don't know me, I started this blog on 20th June 2006. I had lost from 190ish to 137.5 when I started the blog, got below my goal of 134 over about a year. My extrapounds friends all seemed to slip away, so I started a new blog, which I've kept ever since (Dharma in the Dishes). After I left, I got down to 131, maintained at 133-4 for over a year, then it started creeping back on. So I'm here again having weighed 138.0 this morning.
I know I'm in the normal weight range. I'm smack in the middle for my height of 5'7". But I want to be at the bottom. I have long wanted to weigh 129 and have visible muscles. I still work out 5-6 days a week. I still eat a vegan diet. I will never have visible abs. But I'd love to be able to see musles in my arms and thighs.
So let's see how far we can go this time around.
(Here's a recent photo, Craighead Forest Lake, Jonesboro, AR, May 2009)
Me and my baby
Yesterday I tried very hard not to eat junk. I admit I picked up a biscuit in the break room. It was when no one was in there. It was a sandwich creme biscuit. I pulled it half, bit off the corner of the side with no creme, and then--I did what I used to do! I realised what I was about to do, and I walked over to the trash and threw the biscuit in! I didn't just eat it! I can't tell you how many times I used to take one nibble of something, come to myself, and throw the rest away. That was always a triumph for me. Then I stopped doing it, started eating the whole thing. Sneaking back for another. Buying things to take home, not just as a special treat, but any old time. This is how I gained from 131 to 139. But I am NOT going to ever be in the 140s, ever ever ever. So yesterday I threw the biscuit away. Two days now, no biscuits, no chocolate. Yay!
I also did Turbo Jam '3T Totally Tubular Turbo' yesterday, and for good measure threw in the upper body segment of The Firm Super Body Sculpt. I forgot I had planned to do the abs segment. Today I am just about to do Punch, Kick & Jam,and I will add extra abs to make up for it.
I am bound and determined to get back to 131 before the year's up!
_____________________________________________________________
For those who don't know me, I started this blog on 20th June 2006. I had lost from 190ish to 137.5 when I started the blog, got below my goal of 134 over about a year. My extrapounds friends all seemed to slip away, so I started a new blog, which I've kept ever since (Dharma in the Dishes). After I left, I got down to 131, maintained at 133-4 for over a year, then it started creeping back on. So I'm here again having weighed 138.0 this morning.
I know I'm in the normal weight range. I'm smack in the middle for my height of 5'7". But I want to be at the bottom. I have long wanted to weigh 129 and have visible muscles. I still work out 5-6 days a week. I still eat a vegan diet. I will never have visible abs. But I'd love to be able to see musles in my arms and thighs.
So let's see how far we can go this time around.
(Here's a recent photo, Craighead Forest Lake, Jonesboro, AR, May 2009)
