Fit Forever

60+ pounds gone since 2004 and I refuse to regain it!

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  • Name: Tawa Chihuahua
  • City: Nuneaton
  • Region: Warwickshire
  • Country: United Kingdom

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Just do it

Yesterday after work, I did not want to workout. I'd had to work from 9 to 4 on a Saturday and I wanted to buy a giant chocolate bar and watch DVDs because I 'deserved it'. This happens to me so often. I don't want to, I don't want to, I just don't want to.

But what did I do to 'deserve' skipping a workout? What makes me think cheating myself out of fitness is a reward? Don't I deserve to be healthy? To look good? To have a top-shelf booty?!

I really, really did not want to do a work out. I talked to myself about overtraining, about listening to my body and taking a rest day when I need one, but you know what? I was only making excuses. I was talking myself out of doing the right thing.

Going against all my inclinations, I put on my exercise clothes anyway, dragged out the Step and Cathe's Low Max, moved the sofa out of the way and I did that workout. You know why? It's not about how you feel on the day. It's about a bigger picture than the way you feel at the moment. When I finished that workout, I looked at myself in the mirror, dripping with sweat, I checked myself out from all angles and I felt as triumphant as some kind of ancient warrior. How would I have felt if I'd sat on my butt and eaten a chocolate bar?

This morning it was Jari Love's Get Ripped to the Core. Everyday is a new day. Everyday you start over. Everyday you face the choice: am I going to work out, am I going to do what I know is right for my body and health? Or am I going to lie to myself yet again about why I 'deserve' to mistreat myself, to sabotage my own well-being and to perpetuate an endless cycle of self-loathing.

You have to keep pressing through, you have to keep challenging yourself, and you have to set your emotions aside.

 
Nike was right. You have to just do it.

Comments to this post:

Awesome!

I am so proud of you for working out and fighting the urge to just veg and eat chocolate. :) You are such an inspiration to me!

You got that right

Your post says it the way it is.  Good going.

You are so inspiring...

CAN YOU E-MAIL ME EVERYING MORNING TO PEP ME UP FOR THE DAY??? Just teasing, but thanks for that and for you supportive works in my blog.  I hope you don't mind if I keep an eye on your blog.  I love "listening" to what works or motivates others as you never know when that one little tip will be the missing piece of the puzzle for you. 

And you mentioned something about some suggestive reading material...sure, I'm game :)

Thanks again - Sharon

Great Post

Inspiring and self-searching.  You articulated well that awfull struggle we all face with those moments of self-doubt or even self-deceit.  Well done on pressing yourself into shape!

thanks

just wanted to say reading your post really helped me... I through those thoughts almost everyday and now I have a new way to fight them... THANKS

Inspired

You are definitely an inspiration.  Excellent job on talking yourself into working out!  I'll remember your words when I'm trying to dodge working out.




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