Angry and Hungry

I'm angry, I'm really angry, people make me angry, work make me angry, dieting is making me angry right now... grr I'm so angry! And what do I do when I'm angry? I eat! But today I'm angry with my anger and I won't eat! Oh no no! I'm so fucking tired of being fat! Fuck fat! Fuck food! Fuck crappy friends! Fuck work!

I realise this isn't the nicest start of my blog, sorry, I'm usally a very nice girl but today... oh I'm so angry! Crappy crappy friends! I want to say some truths to her but I don't want to lose her as a friend. But I hate when she treats me like this. I'm angry and I'm poisoning this blog so I won't poison our friendship.

I'm angry with myself too because last week I weighted 75,6 kg and then I spent 5 days screwing up my diet and now I'm at 76,37 kg.

I need people to show me some respect, I guess I have to become a more respectable girl.

I'm angry because I've so much to study and so less time to do it and I'm angry because I have to spend stupid christmas at a freaking cold place.

We need so much to be happy and so little to be angry. Is that possible? The man I love said me the most beautiful thing last night, how can I be angry today? Is this my stupid hormones working? Or is it just me? Am I stupid? I must be stupid!

Well let me be angry today as long as the scale keeps going down.