| Height: | |
| Start weight: | 28st 12.00lb |
| Current weight: | 28st 2.50lb |
| Goal weight: | 9st 7.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 0st 9.50lb |
| Remaining: | 18st 9.50lb |
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| January '09 |
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Hi all been off the wagon for a few weeks now alot bad stuff has been happening and I have unfortunately been using food as a way of coping. My cousin dyed last week and one my friends is in a coma so i am not doing well. But i will be back on wagon on monday I promise:) just need a few days get head round it all.
That is incredibly difficult stuff to be going through. You smiply must be feeling miserable. I wish I could be there for you and just give you a hug. I know that's what food does for us. We can all understand that here. That's why we're here. We've all used food to cope, to take the edge off the pain, to ease us into a commatose state of mind- just to get through! Life is hard. But don't wait until Monday to re-start. Do it today. I promise you can get your head around all this without the food. It's emotionally more intense but it quickens the process of dealing with the grief. The food just seems to put off the inevitable and we have to deal with it later after the food comma wears off. It's hard but try asking God to help you 'just sit in the pain'. I'll be praying for you.
Affectionately - xinie
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